Nicotine is sometimes nice when you havent had it in a while, but i just hate how fast the mild buzz lasts, only like 30 secs and redosing doesnt do much, but its also sometimes nice when im coming down on amphetamine and need a stimulant that isnt too stimulating and also a bit relaxing. Also i hate the smell and taste of most nicotine vapes, but actually prefer the smell of cig smoke, it reminds me of a different type of coffee smell and taste, and combining the two can be enjoyable, but of course cigs are much worse for you and on an amphetamine comedown i am quite concerned about further ruining my heart health by smoking, but still sometimes do it anyay. Ever since ive been taking this amphetamine ive been able to get prescribed, i got addicted but also got so much work done. Its never made me out of touch with reality though, possibly because i do not go more than a couple nights without sleep when binging this trash. I call it trash but love it so much, truly terrible for me but also the only reason im going to university and i have zero motivation for anything without it. I went off topic but yeah, i cant enjoy caffeine or nicotine as much anymore because they just dont compare to that rush i get 1 hour after dosing 30 mg amphetamine in the morning, but until i get more of it in a week for my next refill, i am basically gonna feel dead without it.
the opioids for cancer pain sure will do that until the end, if you are lucky and get prescribed a bunch of them. I think if i had cancer, i would stock up on the doses and die by overdose in euphoria... Although even without cancer that is still a tempting offer to me...
