Method does my method seem good?

[hocus pocus]

i was thinking of fasting for like 24h and then taking a drink of SN and painkillers. no antiemetics, no benzos. if i throw up i will just drink another glass until im gone

 

[offbalance]

yeah I mean people have succeeded without those things. If you're confident in it there's nothing stopping you from attempting.

 

[socksnsandles]

try to take antiemetics if you can. ive read sn fucks with your stomach lining and thats why you throw up as its a bodily reaction

 

[hocus pocus]

try to take antiemetics if you can. ive read sn fucks with your stomach lining and thats why you throw up as its a bodily reaction

i have no idea how i could buy those </3

 

[socksnsandles]

i have no idea how i could buy those </3

how were you able to get sn but not meto

 

[claracatchingthebus]

Are you over 18?

 

[hocus pocus]

how were you able to get sn but not meto

i havent yet ordered it but i found a site that sells it. i live in finland so it must be easier to get, idk what all the fuss about it being hard to get.

Are you over 18?

yeah im 20, why?

 

[Hiro Uchiha]

I'd say taking antiemetics is the 2nd most important thing right next to sn dose and purity for the purpose of ctb. You almost always see people vomit in sn ctb videos. Very common in written reports as well. Still, there are recorded sn deaths where decedents did not take antiemetics.
Benzos not as important. It's a luxury to have but it is claimed to help in a way. I'd like to get some but without prescription, it's just not gonna happen from where I'm from.

These said, if I can't have meto, I'll definitely make do with otc antiemetics.

 

[claracatchingthebus]

i havent yet ordered it but i found a site that sells it. i live in finland so it must be easier to get, idk what all the fuss about it being hard to get.

yeah im 20, why?

i asked because the avatar made me wonder how old you were, it seemed like something a younger person could have and i just wasn't sure quite how young (like 18-25 or below 18).

how is finland? why do you want to die? (feel free to ignore both questions)

 

[AZRAEL600]

i was thinking of fasting for like 24h and then taking a drink of SN and painkillers. no antiemetics, no benzos. if i throw up i will just drink another glass until im gone

How did u get SN.

 

[hocus pocus]

i asked because the avatar made me wonder how old you were, it seemed like something a younger person could have and i just wasn't sure quite how young (like 18-25 or below 18).

how is finland? why do you want to die? (feel free to ignore both questions)

thats fair lmao, my interests are pretty childish.
Finland is a pretty nice place to live, compared to america at least. But the goverment is actively trying to make everyones life worse.
The biggest reason i wanna die is that i cant work. And even if i could i dont want to be a wage slave for the rest of my life. Currently im just wasting time in social rehabilitation cuz i cant even study. I tried 3 times in different fields and dropped out from all.
Another reason is my loneliness. I feel like i have some sort of aura that makes people stay away from me so I don't have any friends.
Last reason i feel like writing out is that im transgender and its super hard to get HRT and surgeries in finland. And the fact that i will never be a "real" man hurts.

How did u get SN.

I found a chemistry site that sells it. It doesn't need any company details or anything so i'm certain i'll get it without trouble. I haven't ordered it yet because I still have other things i need to get in order before i can CTB

 

[AZRAEL600]

thats fair lmao, my interests are pretty childish.
Finland is a pretty nice place to live, compared to america at least. But the goverment is actively trying to make everyones life worse.
The biggest reason i wanna die is that i cant work. And even if i could i dont want to be a wage slave for the rest of my life. Currently im just wasting time in social rehabilitation cuz i cant even study. I tried 3 times in different fields and dropped out from all.
Another reason is my loneliness. I feel like i have some sort of aura that makes people stay away from me so I don't have any friends.
Last reason i feel like writing out is that im transgender and its super hard to get HRT and surgeries in finland. And the fact that i will never be a "real" man hurts.

I found a chemistry site that sells it. It doesn't need any company details or anything so i'm certain i'll get it without trouble. I haven't ordered it yet because I still have other things i need to get in order before i can CTB

Ok thanks