overlyforgetfuldove
Princess Searching for Hope
- Sep 10, 2026
- 2
Good day all, I hope you're having a better day than I am.
I don't know what to do or how to properly word myself. I attempted suicide back in August, and it seems like no one really cares. Quite literally the day after I attempted I went back to my typical life, with work and relationships. No one seemed to treat me differently, even though I tried to jump into traffic not even 24 hours earlier. I've been suicidal almost my entire life, throughout my adolescence and into adulthood. I'm so used to this feeling of hopelessness, it makes me wonder if there's even a chance of getting better for me.
I worry I'm going to be like this forever. Does it get better? If I do end up getting better, will I go back to being sick again after? I just worry a lot about everything. I'm tired of being a burden upon my loved ones with my issues, but it seems like no matter how hard I try, I'm stuck being like this.
I don't know if this makes any sense. I hope maybe someone out here will relate and feel a little less alone with this post. I don't know. I hope you all have a good rest of your day, and that things get better for you all.
I don't know what to do or how to properly word myself. I attempted suicide back in August, and it seems like no one really cares. Quite literally the day after I attempted I went back to my typical life, with work and relationships. No one seemed to treat me differently, even though I tried to jump into traffic not even 24 hours earlier. I've been suicidal almost my entire life, throughout my adolescence and into adulthood. I'm so used to this feeling of hopelessness, it makes me wonder if there's even a chance of getting better for me.
I worry I'm going to be like this forever. Does it get better? If I do end up getting better, will I go back to being sick again after? I just worry a lot about everything. I'm tired of being a burden upon my loved ones with my issues, but it seems like no matter how hard I try, I'm stuck being like this.
I don't know if this makes any sense. I hope maybe someone out here will relate and feel a little less alone with this post. I don't know. I hope you all have a good rest of your day, and that things get better for you all.
