usernamesarehard
Student
- Dec 22, 2021
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I'm currently at a point in my life where it feels like I have no purpose.
Before I always just followed the life script tm but now I don't really have any goal to reach for.
I became depressed in highschool, so it was finish school. Then I had a job I hated so the next goal was to go to trade school. Then I needed to get a good job.
I have a good job now, but I'm not satisfied with that.
What do I do now?
Ctb gives me something to look forward to. I get to count down the days until I can go on vacation and then finally leave.
It also gives me purpose. I wake up and I have all these preparations to make. I already have a beneficiary for most of my accounts. I need to look into life insurance. I don't necessarily want to stick around for 2 years, but whatever. I need to write notes. Both notes to make certain people feel better and notes on instructions of what to do and passwords for accounts I want them to have access to. It gives me something to save for.
I read these posts and realize that there is a lot I have to do before I go. I'm working towards a bigger purpose.
Anyone else feel like this?
Also anyone have any tips on things I should think about doing? I know there's a thread about some preparations you can make before you go. So I'm looking at that and using that as a starting point.
Here's the thread:
sanctioned-suicide.net
Before I always just followed the life script tm but now I don't really have any goal to reach for.
I became depressed in highschool, so it was finish school. Then I had a job I hated so the next goal was to go to trade school. Then I needed to get a good job.
I have a good job now, but I'm not satisfied with that.
What do I do now?
Ctb gives me something to look forward to. I get to count down the days until I can go on vacation and then finally leave.
It also gives me purpose. I wake up and I have all these preparations to make. I already have a beneficiary for most of my accounts. I need to look into life insurance. I don't necessarily want to stick around for 2 years, but whatever. I need to write notes. Both notes to make certain people feel better and notes on instructions of what to do and passwords for accounts I want them to have access to. It gives me something to save for.
I read these posts and realize that there is a lot I have to do before I go. I'm working towards a bigger purpose.
Anyone else feel like this?
Also anyone have any tips on things I should think about doing? I know there's a thread about some preparations you can make before you go. So I'm looking at that and using that as a starting point.
Here's the thread:
How to Leave with Minimal Pain for Those Who Remain
Hey everyone, I've been working on this guide because I'm interested in exploring options and details to consider so that CTB has the least possible negative impact on survivors and those who discover the body, to make ctb as sensitive as possible. I've seen many posts worried about "messing...
sanctioned-suicide.net
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