viljalauss
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- Aug 22, 2023
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weights will help but won't mitigate the pain or how long it feels like it'll take, i'm sure.. will anything help with that? can't access benzos easily but maybe smth like valerian, melatonin, then try hyperventilation method once i start feeling drowsy? (valerian has worked as a sedative for me in the past) or anything else? i am once again starting to lose grip of why people want me to live as a sort of baseline, that's the hardest and most unneccessary thing like i know me ctbing earlier is best