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yes7777777

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Apr 30, 2026
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seems most people here want to ctb because of health, financial, relationship reasons.

I am bored. and I don't have any motivation or ambition in life. And I don't want to work for 40 years for nothing. The only thing stopping me from CTB is basically I don't want mom to get sad. That's it.

I'm not depressed I can still enjoy things such as tasty food, gaming or social activities. I do not seek them and I don't find any purpose on them (and quickly get bored of them as well).
 
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chuckapalahniuk27

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Apr 9, 2026
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i sort of understand, pretty often i find myself being like "yeah, i could keep living but i'd rather just get it over with".
it feels like all i'm doing is filling in time, and nothing means that much to me.

death is a big decision though, there's always staying to see how it plays out if your life isn't unbearable.
(just offering my opinion, what you decide to do is completely up to you.)
 
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