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DivineSpark

DivineSpark

Elementalist
Feb 9, 2025
831
I havent slept well for last few nights. I look pale, I feel sick. Just terrible feeling.
 
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Average Joe

Average Joe

Forsaken One
Nov 5, 2019
419
I'm sorry that you're struggling with your sleep, I remember it used to be my sanctuary but now it's almost as bad as being awake during the day.
What helps me is my drug use although it can come with terrible side effects.

I hope you practice good sleep hygiene and get some sort of rest <3
 
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a333

a333

Member
Aug 24, 2023
16
Insomnia is horrible. It messes with you whole life and makes things like working, social life and hygiene so hard. Drugs help me more than anything, cough medicine, ket, pain killers. It does suck so much
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,382
I am so sorry you are struggling so much
my nightmares are killing me
I dont know what is worse for me
not being able to sleep
or torment me with my nightmares
 
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Soulless_Death

Member
Jun 7, 2025
30
Yes. Insomnia is another one of earths cruelties.
 
countdowntoecstasy

countdowntoecstasy

Member
Feb 11, 2024
28
All the time. Either worrying about something and unable to stop thinking or simply cannot sleep. Melatonin helps but I don't like the vivid dreams it gives
 
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flightless bird

flightless bird

somewhere over the rainbow
Aug 18, 2022
299
I havent slept well for last few nights. I look pale, I feel sick. Just terrible feeling.

take 25mg of quetiapine. you'll sleep like a baby. promise.

however;
don't get used to it and use it only when you're truly sleep-deprived.

and please don't even think of OD'ing, it won't work and it'll f*ck you up.

wish you the best.
 
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SeafoamSkeleton

SeafoamSkeleton

future ghost
Jun 24, 2025
60
Yeah. I knew I wasn't sleeping great, but my antidepressant presciber asked me to start a sleep log last week. I was guessing six to seven before I recorded three to four hours a night the past week...
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
1,280
Yes too much. It doesn't really bother me that much.

But theres times I can't sleep-
 
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Vlad Tepes

Vlad Tepes

Experienced
Jun 24, 2025
265
You bet. I don't remember the last time I maintained a normal sleep schedule (I'm unemployed, for context). I stay up all night and wake up during the afternoon-evening.
 
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Ariel1

Student
May 15, 2025
100
You bet. I don't remember the last time I maintained a normal sleep schedule (I'm unemployed, for context). I stay up all night and wake up during the afternoon-evening.
Same boat here. Can't sleep at night. But once I fall asleep around 4am, I sleep like the dead and can't wake up until late afternoon. It's horrible. I keep trying to fix my sleep schedule, but I don't want to resort to things like trazedone.
 
WhiteRabbit

WhiteRabbit

I'm late, i'm late. For a very important date.
Feb 12, 2019
1,796
I miss multiple nights of sleep regularly. I've always been a poor sleeper, but things have become much worse in the last few years.
 
kettlespine

kettlespine

New Member
Oct 16, 2024
2
It's 1 AM where I'm at currently. I typically go to sleep somewhere between 2-5 AM and if I don't wake up in the afternoon, the day is already ruined.
 
DivineSpark

DivineSpark

Elementalist
Feb 9, 2025
831
Is your flu better dude?
Thats another thing which pisses me off. I still got flu. This is sixth day. soon one week and my body doesnt get rid of this.
 
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bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
2,340
Thats another thing which pisses me off. I still got flu. This is sixth day. soon one week and my body doesnt get rid of this.
I thought it would have flu away by now.

No need to chase me,I'm leaving.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
4,012
I have had both middle and terminal insomnia for more than two decades. There are some months where I sleep well and then I will go for stretches where I sleep maybe 4 hours a night and I am exhausted all the time. It sucks.
 
DivineSpark

DivineSpark

Elementalist
Feb 9, 2025
831
I have had both middle and terminal insomnia for more than two decades. There are some months where I sleep well and then I will go for stretches where I sleep maybe 4 hours a night and I am exhausted all the time. It sucks.
I havent slept well for while, I feel like my brain is on fire. Like overdrive mode.
 
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wham311

Enlightened
Mar 1, 2025
1,201
Without meds I get an hour a night. It'll get worse as I age and my living conditions fall apart
 
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