Help Does anyone know of any international assisted suicide organizations that might help?

[broken_stoic]

I realize giving out the exact name on the forum might not be a great idea, but wondering if anyone knows of an organization that might take me? I am aware of the organization in CH and may contact them, but I'm not sure I qualify. I really would like someone to be there when I go. I am note quite 40, not terminally ill, but do have non-trivial mental health problems, had a severe breakdown (the second in my life) and 2.5 years later I'm still a mess. I've done all the right things the best I can, and each new intervention just leaves me worse off. I did TMS most recently and it actually fucked me up such that I really don't think I can get or hold a job. I don't respond well to pretty much anything other than therapy.

I was already in a bad place, but now with some new legislation that was passed in my country, I will likely lose healthcare in the next couple of months. Therapy, which I will not be able to afford without it, is all that is holding me together. I have other health issues that require hundreds of dollars of medication each month, etc. Basically if I don't land a job with good healthcare and manage to keep it in the next couple of months I'm fucked. And honestly . . . my mental health makes working a herculean challenge at this point. I've been white-knuckling for my whole career, and I finally cracked and I just don't think there's any going back now. I'm just to tired to keep going, and I'm nearly certain that if I do go back to working (if I can even get a job) I'll crack shortly thereafter.

I refuse to end up homeless dying on the street, I'd rather go out on my own, but I have a huge fear of death (probably a large part is religious trauma as I've mentioned in another post) and I'm not sure I can summon the will to go out on my own. Now, I do have savings still, and other funds I could leverage, so I can afford it (at the moment) if anyone knows of anywhere. Financially it will mean no going back, and they would need to be willing to take me relatively soon.

I would prefer a trustworthy organization and not an individual as I don't want to end up getting scammed or in someone's torture chamber.

 

[badatparties]

Pegasos in Switzerland. It's the most liberal of the voluntary assisted death organizations. It's not called euthanasia in Switzerland because you have to drink the Pentobarbital yourself, or administer it intravenously by turning a tab.