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seekingrelease22
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- Feb 28, 2024
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All I do is lay in bed all day. I have nothing to do and am just waiting around. Ruminating on my life and how it got wasted. Feeling like it's over.
Do you have ADHD?I don't think I can. I have too much energy. Just in the last year, I've visited over 150 places in my region of the country (mountains, landmarks, museums, hikes, parks, arcades, bakeries, ect.), visited Taiwan, Cambodia, Thailand again, Vegas three times, some of the neighboring states a few times each, Canada like twice a month, I've tried 13 new ski resorts this year across the region, stayed at my family's vacation home like once or twice a month. In the last 2 months I've tried 60 new restaurants. Today I'm taking the train two states over to ski there. It's hard for me to sit still.
May I ask what illness you have?Yep. I have too many health problems (chronic fatigue, lightheadedness, brain fog, stomach ulceration). I admit that at this point, it's simply getting to be too much. I'm always on the verge of wanting to go to the ER. I just don't know what to do with myself, and laying in bed is the only thing that feels remotely comfortable.
I don't know. There's a lot wrong with me but it's all random offshoot symptoms and nothing that ties it all together. Going on 10 years now. Medical testing hasn't yielded any real answers, outside of Hashimoto's, which by itself can't explain everything that's going on.May I ask what illness you have?
Have you ever taken antidepressants accutane or propecia? They can cause chronic fatigue and severe brain fog, I have both and sexual dysfunction from prozacI don't know. There's a lot wrong with me but it's all random offshoot symptoms and nothing that ties it all together. Going on 10 years now. Medical testing hasn't yielded any real answers, outside of Hashimoto's, which by itself can't explain everything that's going on.
Me tooSame here! I've mainly been in bed since September 2019 and funnily enough writing this reply in bed! But seriously though I know how badly It can affect your life not being able to do anything. I feel like my bed is a prison but at the same time I have nothing to look forward to and my covers call for me to hide under. I'm wishing my life away every day.