I mean, for example i have not had any traumatic experience and i dont remember why i suddenly started to feel so useless... i think everything just started to feel so nonsense.
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ChizuruN
Failure at Living, Failure at Dying
- Mar 20, 2018
- 87
I'm not sure when exactly my turning point was, or what caused it. My memories around the time I started to become like this are pretty hazy honestly.
I do know that I used to have many dreams and aspirations, and then I just... gave them all up. A reason for that? I'm not sure.
I do know that I used to have many dreams and aspirations, and then I just... gave them all up. A reason for that? I'm not sure.
Zee
New Member
- Mar 28, 2018
- 4
I normally don't remember much about anything, even from myself. about the sudden depression, idk, most probably yes. i was very happy and energetic this morning and right now i can't even keep my eyes open, i just want to sleep and do nothing again. maybe because i though i was going to be alone in the house and it turned out i'm not, among other "negative" things.
Nothing bad really happened to me either. But I often feel torn apart for no reason...
When I feel bad I contemplate suicide, which is constantly. Ever since I got my drugs when I feel really bad I attempt it.
