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decadance

decadance

meow meow meow
Feb 18, 2026
15
i have dreams pretty often where i hang myself which is sorta odd bcuz i wouldnt really prefer that method. i also have dreams about shooting myself. its interesting how a lot of others wake up from their dream as soon as they died but for me it keeps going and i usually see the reactions of others
 
Die.A.Ria

Die.A.Ria

My medical condition ruined my whole life
Jul 17, 2026
97
Sameee i remember it was at night and i went on a really high building and i jumped off but i failed and i got up and i just felt my head hurting really bad and i was frustrated it didnt workkk and i wanted to try again but ended up going home

And when i went home i was really angry at my mum and said i hope you kill yourself and i will kill myself too and I WAKE UP FROM MY DREAM to my sister STARING AT ME WIERDLY and i had a feeling i said that bit out loud and i was like did i say anything and she said yeahh and she thought i wasnt actually dreaming but awake saying that out loud because of how loud i said it and she said everyone could have heard😬😬😬
 
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thelostautistic

Wizard
Jul 31, 2025
648
Considering how much I think about suicide I don't often have dreams about it. I had 1 earlier this year. I took SN in the dream and it was terrifying. I had another one recently where I drowned in the Thames. It felt so real and it really freaked me out.
 
pieceoffox

pieceoffox

Member
Mar 12, 2026
63
I've had dreams about suicide a couple of times in a row, and each time I experienced a very vivid sense of satisfaction and peace. In some ways, I even felt euphoric at the thought of dying soon. In each dream, the attempt to kill myself was unsuccessful, and waking up afterwards was very sad
 

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