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autisticalex

Student
Oct 27, 2020
124
There are a few people that are decent, but generally I want others to feel as much pain as I do. I want them to feel hopeless.

I think it's other people that have led me to suicide and it's unfair they get normal life's whilst I'm stuck in hell. Something needs to be done
 
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Spitfire

Enlightened
Apr 26, 2020
1,274
There are a few people that are decent, but generally I want others to feel as much pain as I do. I want them to feel hopeless.

I think it's other people that have led me to suicide and it's unfair they get normal life's whilst I'm stuck in hell. Something needs to be done
It sounds different for me to me, but sometimes.. I feel like I wish I could inject a portion of my feelings into another person to see what they think of that!
 
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LittleJem

Visionary
Jul 3, 2019
2,402
I have wished pain on:
- the people bullying me, who all are mentally well and happy. They have endangered my life and upset me so much
- an ex-friend who told me I was too ill to invite to her wedding. Though I do also agree with her in some ways, but the way she did it...
- an ex bf who I loved, who wasn't there for me at all when I needed him

I wish my w**nker ex-pschologist (male) would have a week of PMT and hormones, because he told me it was my fault they were affecting me. I would love him to experience that.

These days though I am just tired and not wishing that on anyone - the worst of the pain of all it has passed.

As for all the normal, happy people - I am now avoiding going out at weekends, as it makes me painfully aware of my own difference and oddness.
 
rabbithole

rabbithole

Experienced
Oct 26, 2020
271
I wish the people who bullied me could feel what I felt so they would know how harmful it is to someone's psyche to bully someone.

also the resident who botched my lp...I wish she at least knew what she did. My life is destroyed and she gets to make a six figure salary and have a comfortable life while I'm left incontinent, no sexual function and with horrific nerve pain because she was incompetent.
 
Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,159
There are a few people that are decent, but generally I want others to feel as much pain as I do. I want them to feel hopeless.

I think it's other people that have led me to suicide and it's unfair they get normal life's whilst I'm stuck in hell. Something needs to be done
It's a normal human emotion to some degree. It harkens to the old saying "misery loves company." Ultimately you can't compare yourself to others whether it's good or bad. It's not going to lessen anything you're going through or make you feel any better.
 
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Nymph

Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,566
I do want ppl that hurt others or do bad stuff to suffer but I'm not usually that he jealous that I would want "good" ppl to suffer too. Sometimes I do wish that my family could just feel exactly how I feel so that they could understand why I'm the way that I am. They don't understand me and think that I'm just too sensitive and that I haven't lived through real hardships...
 
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puppy9

puppy9

au revoir
Jun 13, 2019
1,238
only the assholes, I want them to suffer more than every kind hearted person on this earth.
 
NightmareTour

NightmareTour

Specialist
May 13, 2020
398
With some people I feel like it would be reasonable, but honestly, I don't. It wouldn't fix anything for me if they hurt too. Sometimes I wish I could just show someone what it's like, maybe for like a day, so that they could understand and actually listen. I wouldn't want to make another person live like this though.
 
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issyishere

issyishere

Goodnight and always remember that’s life
Nov 5, 2019
441
I am jealous of how they don't have to experience what I have. I wish I never understood the pain that I am in. I wish nobody ever had to understand the pain. I guess I just want to be oblivious again, there is some truth in that ignorance is bliss.
 
ZardozOmega

ZardozOmega

Narcissist Gay NEET-cel
Mar 4, 2020
718
Happens to me all the time. It's a godawful feeling that leaves me ridden with guilt and self-hatred
 
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newave3

newave3

I want out
Nov 21, 2020
2,751
I get jealous but than I say to myself that maybe they are suffering to some degree. We can't be sure. If they are in good mental and physical health, the passage of time will most likely make sure they don't stay that way.
 
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Aap

Enlightened
Apr 26, 2020
1,856
Yeah, your candle burns much brighter when you blow others out... So as a drowning person, you would rather pull others down with you, rather than rise to the surface?
 
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AintNoWayOut

Student
Jan 6, 2020
169
i just want people who dismiss my issues to be in my position for like a week, just so they can understand and empathize with my situation better (the main issue being physical pain)
 
Captive of Mind

Captive of Mind

Memento mori
Aug 11, 2020
409
With some people I feel like it would be reasonable, but honestly, I don't. It wouldn't fix anything for me if they hurt too. Sometimes I wish I could just show someone what it's like, maybe for like a day, so that they could understand and actually listen. I wouldn't want to make another person live like this though.

The problem is that they wouldn't be able to understand it if it were just one day. It's the constant every day grind after years and years of hating being yourself.
 
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Starseedchip

Starseedchip

Born to Die
Oct 13, 2019
65
I am jealous of those with good fortune. Those who are healthy, well off, etc. I don't wish then harm, I simply wish I could have an ounce of their luck. I have an aversion towards suffering and don't wish it on anybody. In fact I wish nobody had to spend a single second ever feeling the way I do.