Does anyone get jealous of others and want them to suffer as much as I am

[autisticalex]

There are a few people that are decent, but generally I want others to feel as much pain as I do. I want them to feel hopeless.

I think it's other people that have led me to suicide and it's unfair they get normal life's whilst I'm stuck in hell. Something needs to be done

 

[Spitfire]

There are a few people that are decent, but generally I want others to feel as much pain as I do. I want them to feel hopeless.

I think it's other people that have led me to suicide and it's unfair they get normal life's whilst I'm stuck in hell. Something needs to be done

It sounds different for me to me, but sometimes.. I feel like I wish I could inject a portion of my feelings into another person to see what they think of that!

 

[Tintypographer]

I don't. I just wish I didn't feel pain and I wish that other people were nice. I wish that bullies and mean people wouldn't be that way.

 

[LittleJem]

I have wished pain on:
- the people bullying me, who all are mentally well and happy. They have endangered my life and upset me so much
- an ex-friend who told me I was too ill to invite to her wedding. Though I do also agree with her in some ways, but the way she did it...
- an ex bf who I loved, who wasn't there for me at all when I needed him

I wish my w**nker ex-pschologist (male) would have a week of PMT and hormones, because he told me it was my fault they were affecting me. I would love him to experience that.

These days though I am just tired and not wishing that on anyone - the worst of the pain of all it has passed.

As for all the normal, happy people - I am now avoiding going out at weekends, as it makes me painfully aware of my own difference and oddness.

 

[rabbithole]

I wish the people who bullied me could feel what I felt so they would know how harmful it is to someone’s psyche to bully someone.

also the resident who botched my lp...I wish she at least knew what she did. My life is destroyed and she gets to make a six figure salary and have a comfortable life while I’m left incontinent, no sexual function and with horrific nerve pain because she was incompetent.

 

[Huntfish34]

I feel that way sometimes,. Every now and then. Maybe that's just a bad way to go / think about things.. Bad Karma some say ? but Fck it honestly. If they deserve it,. Oh well.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

There are a few people that are decent, but generally I want others to feel as much pain as I do. I want them to feel hopeless.

I think it's other people that have led me to suicide and it's unfair they get normal life's whilst I'm stuck in hell. Something needs to be done

It's a normal human emotion to some degree. It harkens to the old saying "misery loves company." Ultimately you can't compare yourself to others whether it's good or bad. It's not going to lessen anything you're going through or make you feel any better.

 

[Nexuno]

generally I want others to feel as much pain as I do. I want them to feel hopeless.

They will. They are mortals, there is no hope for them as for anybody else.

 

[Prathibha]

Nope I wish no one can suffer like me, I know how bad it is to lost the wish Nd will to live I know how bad it is live without anyone. Please God don't punish anyone like me.

 

[Nymph]

I do want ppl that hurt others or do bad stuff to suffer but I’m not usually that he jealous that I would want “good” ppl to suffer too. Sometimes I do wish that my family could just feel exactly how I feel so that they could understand why I’m the way that I am. They don’t understand me and think that I’m just too sensitive and that I haven’t lived through real hardships...

 

[puppy9]

only the assholes, I want them to suffer more than every kind hearted person on this earth.

 

[NightmareTour]

With some people I feel like it would be reasonable, but honestly, I don't. It wouldn't fix anything for me if they hurt too. Sometimes I wish I could just show someone what it's like, maybe for like a day, so that they could understand and actually listen. I wouldn't want to make another person live like this though.

 

[issyishere]

I am jealous of how they don’t have to experience what I have. I wish I never understood the pain that I am in. I wish nobody ever had to understand the pain. I guess I just want to be oblivious again, there is some truth in that ignorance is bliss.

 

[ZardozOmega]

Happens to me all the time. It's a godawful feeling that leaves me ridden with guilt and self-hatred

 

[LastFlowers]

Absolutely.

 

[newave3]

I get jealous but than I say to myself that maybe they are suffering to some degree. We can’t be sure. If they are in good mental and physical health, the passage of time will most likely make sure they don’t stay that way.

 

[Hopeindeath!]

No, I don't get jealous of those who get to live a happy life. Too many people are already suffering, and I don't think there should be one more.

 

[Aap]

Yeah, your candle burns much brighter when you blow others out... So as a drowning person, you would rather pull others down with you, rather than rise to the surface?

 

[AintNoWayOut]

i just want people who dismiss my issues to be in my position for like a week, just so they can understand and empathize with my situation better (the main issue being physical pain)

 

[Captive of Mind]

With some people I feel like it would be reasonable, but honestly, I don't. It wouldn't fix anything for me if they hurt too. Sometimes I wish I could just show someone what it's like, maybe for like a day, so that they could understand and actually listen. I wouldn't want to make another person live like this though.

The problem is that they wouldn't be able to understand it if it were just one day. It's the constant every day grind after years and years of hating being yourself.

 

[Starseedchip]

I am jealous of those with good fortune. Those who are healthy, well off, etc. I don’t wish then harm, I simply wish I could have an ounce of their luck. I have an aversion towards suffering and don’t wish it on anybody. In fact I wish nobody had to spend a single second ever feeling the way I do.

 

[aeon]

I am so jealous of their ability to just enjoy life and make something out of it, lucky mother....But no I don't want them to suffer, I'm just jealous.