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schizodefective
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- Jan 16, 2023
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I can't imagine going any other way. I want everyone to know I never wanted to fucking be here and there is absoloutely nothing they can do to stop me from leaving this shithole life.
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Try NitrogenI don't LOVE the idea of all the things that could go wrong with a suicide attempt.
I can't imagine going any other way. I want everyone to know I never wanted to fucking be here and there is absoloutely nothing they can do to stop me from leaving this shithole life.
Expensive? Yes--$300 for the tank, $200 for the flowmeter/regulator, $200 for the EEBD hood and tubingisn't it expensive tho
I 100% agree with you. Although I am a bit scared of suicide, I don't think I want my death to be by the hands of natural causes or accidents. The thought of being in control of my death makes me feel very much in control of myself. I dissociate a lot and I feel very out of touch with my body most of the time, but the thought of killing myself makes me feel in control of my body and mind. I love it. I feel like I am my own God.I can't imagine going any other way. I want everyone to know I never wanted to fucking be here and there is absoloutely nothing they can do to stop me from leaving this shithole life.