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Spite

Spite

Nil desperandum
Aug 20, 2025
106
I do. I live in one of hottest and most isolated places on Earth. I am eternally upset that I was born here and have had to spend my whole life here.

It's hot for most of the year - summers in particular are absolutely unbearable. I always feel stressed whenever I have to go outside. I hate the sun. Our "winters" aren't that cold and they never last long. It never snows here either. I've always loved the cold and for years I have dreamed of living somewhere where it snows a lot. It breaks my heart knowing I've had to miss out on that. I'd kill to swap lives with somebody living in, say, Canada, or anywhere in north Europe.

There also aren't many career or relationship prospects where I live, as a consequence of how geographically isolated I am.

I'd leave and move somewhere else, but it's not exactly easy to just do that. I have family here and they mean a lot to me. Unfortunately they are unwilling to move anywhere else. Without them, I think my life would be far worse than what it is now.
 
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Black_Knight

Black_Knight

"Student"
Jul 10, 2019
169
I do. It's not really a bad place at all, you just need a car to get anywhere. Doctors keep referring me to other doctors I need a fucking uber to get to.

I think my home town is really the closest thing you can get to paradise on earth. I miss it, and I didn't deserve it, but it's my home. This isn't the worst place ever, but everything here, even the people, they're just subtly worse somehow
 
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