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soon2beselkie

soon2beselkie

New Member
Nov 26, 2023
2
don't deserve to live, be happy, enjoy things, etc. i've had so many little moments where i could've felt happy, but i just can't let myself.
 
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Abyssal

Abyssal

Probably gonna die soon maybe?
Nov 26, 2023
1,326
All the time.
 
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user56765567

In recovery and getting help
Oct 1, 2023
153
I struggle with that sometimes like some days I feel that way and then some days I don't.
 
RichardFirst

RichardFirst

Specialist
Jan 16, 2021
382
My cousin was married at the start of the year. Just a few weeks ago, he was found to have an enormous tumour in his head. After several grueling surgeries, it seems he will at least survive, but he will have long-term problems. I would have traded places with him in an instant, though I would not have bothered with any of the treatments.
 
PairOfAirJordan1’s

PairOfAirJordan1’s

Member
Nov 27, 2023
16
Most definitely, I feel like someone like me shouldn't be able to enjoy the benefits and privileges of my life when there are people out there who are genuinely good people who get the short end of the stick
 
ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
I think that I don't deserve to live, not because of self loathing but because I'd always suffer if I live and I think I deserve to not suffer, hence I deserve to not live