wildflowers1996
Mage
- Oct 14, 2023
- 555
I feel my life is a punishment, I've done something bad and so was forced to be me
I feel like maybe I'm meant to suffer and not ctb, I'm not allowed to "cheat" by quitting early :(Yes, I am also beginning to think like this and therefore it sadly does make sense to ctb - either a new start (reincarnation) or peaceful sleep forever.
Why do you think they're meant to do so? I had a feeling ever since I was a kid that I was destined to die young and by ctb, but I don't know why.Yes, like I keep repeating on here some people are meant to take their own lives and there is nothing anyone can do about it.
Some people have a lot of roadblocks in their way from the beginning that's why. The environment your born in plays apart in this also and many more.Why do you think they're meant to do so? I had a feeling ever since I was a kid that I was destined to die young and by ctb, but I don't know why.
My main roadblock is Asperger's/autism. I believe that it's the main barrier in me becoming successful. I was born into a wealthy family and had good education, but failed to launch into the workforce and adulthood. I didn't even want to anyways though. I'm just not meant or fit for this world.Some people have a lot of roadblocks in their way from the beginning that's why. The environment your born in plays apart in this also and many more.
I feel the same way. I've done a lot of bad things.I feel my life is a punishment, I've done something bad and so was forced to be me