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Aolelife

Member
Sep 24, 2019
19
Never. My situation is all my fault, and because of my own fear and weakness.
 
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MeriDeath

MeriDeath

Im on the edge of reality
May 10, 2020
213
All the fuckin time. All day. For my entire life.
 
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_Kaira_

_Kaira_

This Isn't Fine
Oct 2, 2020
825
Atleast half the time. Such as questioning my birth, those I was born to, a lot of the trauma brought on by outside forces. The other half I blame myself for never taking opportunities to better my life at least by a little.. not that it would ever help to begin with..
 
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FatalSystemError591

FatalSystemError591

{He/They}
Oct 12, 2020
229
I used to wonder it a lot when I was younger. I now have accepted my fate. My therapist still sees hope and resilience in me but I don't anymore.
 
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JGT

Member
Jul 22, 2020
48
"I've found that psychopaths get rewarded in this world while empaths get fucked over. That's my only explanation for my constant bad luck and suffering in this shitty world".

This so much!!
 
MiseryWithoutCompany

MiseryWithoutCompany

Doggo Good, Doggo Great
Oct 1, 2020
63
Yeah. But there'a probably a reason - for my situation anyway. I figured for every siccess story, there needs to be some people that serve as stepping stones. You have to have someone to overcome to "shine above the rest". I feel like I'm just fodder for the successful to succeed. And maybe that some of us just rolled that position in life's RNG to consecutively serve as a stepladder for someone else.
 
Largeletters

Largeletters

Alone
Jan 21, 2020
640
Not so much anymore, but it's always there. Why do some of the worst people on this Earth have such amazing lives? And why do they like to make mine worse? So many people with good lives have just added to my suffering... why do horrible people get the best treatment? I fucking hate it :(
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,378
I used to ask that a lot to myself, but I think now in a way I have accepted that it is my fate to ctb. There is nothing I could have done to prevent this really. I have had bad luck and I have always struggled to cope with life really. This life really can be cruel but at least it is all temporary at the end of the day.
 
motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
That question is completely pointless in a world where shit clearly happens randomly
 
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