I feel very alone in the sense that i have nobody to talk in in irl idk if that can be a major sign of why im getting worse not sure but the more im alone the more im starting to realize i dont have any reason to be alive i dont have a social life or friends or family to talk to about how i feel only SS . Soon enough i will get sick and tired and CTB sooner then later becuase i cant take it anymore living doesnt make sense anymore .
