Venting Does anyone do this too?

[Reyishere]

Sometimes I ask myself "what something that could prevent me from ctb 100% if it happen" even if it's impossible. I imagine my life after that thing and I fall asleep. It's my favorite game

 

[steppenwolf]

Interesting. I can see how that might be helpful. Unfortunately, I'm the opposite. I can't imagine anything that would 100% make life permanently worth living that isn't itself life-limiting. So instead I think about what something would make ctb absolutely a no-brainer, and satisfy myself that that something hasn't actually happened yet.

 

[slowlyrotting]

I sometimes think about what would get me not to ctb too. There's not much, but sometimes its nice to think about what would actually make life worth living.

 

[doormat25]

I would like to feel safe and loved.

 

[ve.nin]

I would like to feel safe and loved.

Same