Discussion Does anybody else feel this way?

[NotSalmon]

Just dormant, mentally rotting and feeling like you're practically dead, nearly bedridden, almost wanting to do things but can't bring yourself to be dragged out of that hole, knowing you're capable that you can, but just don't want to even bother.
It's a waking hell that I for some reason choose not to stop.

 

[kenma0]

i feel that everyday. no motivation or passion. if i didnt have to work, if i could just rot all day, i would.

 

[LapseInTime]

All. Of. The. Time. I think it's normal for people who have been mentally ill for a long time, I feel sapped. I often wonder why I keep living when I have absolutely nothing to do with my life. All of these years, from a very young age, it's been one disappointment after the other. Toxic positivity aside, no wonder why people feel like quitting everything when little if anything worked in their favor. Can't fight forever, man. Every day I put something off wishing I'd just die so that I don't have to do it. A doctor told me that it's normal, even people who have treated their depression feel more tired than normal, though life is bearable for them and sometimes fun. Truth is, years of suffering will eventually catch up to you. It's just how it goes. I think that most people here are familiar with the feeling of no longer trying to live life but just minimize how damaging it is to live.