dodging every social relationship bc i like being alone

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anytime i go to school maybe i'll see some of my classmates going too but most of the time i just ignore/dodge them bc i can't stand staying with someone else, there are a few exceptions but the logic is the more i control what i say with someone is how much i don't want to talk to them and it works with my parents and every event maybe in which i don't know anyone and so i like being alone and staying up late gives the utmost feeling of loneliness because you can hear how much quiet is everything and "only you" can hear this quiet