Discussion Documenting SN without antiemetics

[CommitSudoku]

I don't foresee myself getting any antiemetics, but I have SN and with my mental state getting worse and potentially having time when I'll end up alone long enough, I can see myself taking it. Not that I can commit to anything since I'm dumb and unreliable.

I'll have ibuprofen for pain and get an OTC antacid within the next few days. I have 100g SN so would either split up as 25g x4 or 33g~ x3. If alone I can fast more than necessary (from Thursday-Sunday on any given week).

Any thoughts/advice about such a setup? I'm dumb so honestly I'm hoping to substitute quantity for quality of method. In the end reliability is better and I'm anxious all the time and thus feeling queasy/nauseous even without ingesting a known poison.

Also if anyone is kind enough to answer are there many documented cases of people taking less meds than mentioned in Stan's guide? Specifically without antiemetics.

Would there be any interest/value in trying to document my experience with SN should I take it? I really respect those who have but don't know if I'm capable and it might just end up as a burden.

Any comments and thoughts would be much appreciated. I know I write too much and I apologize for that. Thanks to anyone who takes the time to read.

 

[Stormboxer]

Dude I'm just planning on going to a hotel and pouring a spoonful of SN in water and hoping that drink kills me. I am extremely stupid idk what to do

 

[needforvoid_]

You can find documented cases in resources, there's a fatal and a non-fatal file.
I'm in same shoes, no ae. Think fasting is important, taking it in 50mL and chugging instead of sipping - quick absorption of a lot of it. Never heard of anyone taking as much as 33, but idk your size.
Honestly, you're the most important. If you wanna share, makes you feel better - it is valuable info. But if it puts pressure, just do it on your own. You don't owe shit to anyone.

 

[CommitSudoku]

Dude I'm just planning on going to a hotel and pouring a spoonful of SN in water and hoping that drink kills me. I am extremely stupid idk what to do

I'm sorry you're also in such a state. I'm hoping how lethal SN is supposed to be will win out for me, that and quantity.

That search bar at the top right hand corner of the screen is there for a good reason... I am not the brightest cookie in the crayon jar ;) and i am able to use it just fine.

I can barely function anymore much less browse resources, I know there's a lot and I'm sure some people might have already stumbled over things and know more. Thus I'm reaching out for help. I know it's on me for being incapable of looking, I seem to only be capable of writing too much and not of reading much more than a paragraph, as always I'm a burden haha thank you though I appreciate it and will hope to find energy to do more than just write in shorter/unrelated threads.

You can find documented cases in resources, there's a fatal and a non-fatal file.
I'm in same shoes, no ae. Think fasting is important, taking it in 50mL and chugging instead of sipping - quick absorbtion of a lot of it. Never heard of anyone taking as much as 33, but idk your size.
Honestly, you're the most important. If you wanna share, makes you feel better - it is valuable info. But if it puts pressure, just do it on your own. You don't own shit to anyone.

Do you plan to try to get ae, or go without? Thanks for the input. I'm under 120lbs/54kg~ or else will definitely be after fasting. I'm wondering/hoping if upping the amount could better counter getting sick as I feel I'm doomed to. Thanks for replying to the last question.

 

[BigG91]

I don't foresee myself getting any antiemetics, but I have SN and with my mental state getting worse and potentially having time when I'll end up alone long enough, I can see myself taking it. Not that I can commit to anything since I'm dumb and unreliable.

I'll have ibuprofen for pain and get an OTC antacid within the next few days. I have 100g SN so would either split up as 25g x4 or 33g~ x3. If alone I can fast more than necessary (from Thursday-Sunday on any given week).

Any thoughts/advice about such a setup? I'm dumb so honestly I'm hoping to substitute quantity for quality of method. In the end reliability is better and I'm anxious all the time and thus feeling queasy/nauseous even without ingesting a known poison.

Also if anyone is kind enough to answer are there many documented cases of people taking less meds than mentioned in Stan's guide? Specifically without antiemetics.

Would there be any interest/value in trying to document my experience with SN should I take it? I really respect those who have but don't know if I'm capable and it might just end up as a burden.

Any comments and thoughts would be much appreciated. I know I write too much and I apologize for that. Thanks to anyone who takes the time to read.

It's up to you ... I have read that people have succeeded even without AE and have puked and still succeeded so i guess it all depends on the person and how much SN is absorbed.

I suggest you wait and try getting the AE...
if you're doin it..do it right

 

[CommitSudoku]

It's up to you ... I have read that people have succeeded even without AE and have puked and still succeeded so i guess it all depends on the person and how much SN is absorbed.

I suggest you wait and try getting the AE...
if you're doin it..do it right

There's not much hope that I can get AE from what I've read in the forums. I can't easily get a prescription and unlikely in a time frame to help. Most likely I'd get sick even with it, but I have held down decent quantities of other toxic substances without AE, but that was before the level of anxiety I have now. Thank you for answering, I appreciate it.

 

[DPJ187]

Dude I'm just planning on going to a hotel and pouring a spoonful of SN in water and hoping that drink kills me. I am extremely stupid idk what to do

Doma bit more research please my friend. It's not suitable to make these decisions half baked. Some of our more friendly members will be happy to advise

 

[needforvoid_]

Do you plan to try to get ae, or go without? Thanks for the input. I'm under 120lbs/54kg~ or else will definitely be after fasting. I'm wondering/hoping if upping the amount could better counter getting sick as I feel I'm doomed to. Thanks for replying to the last question.

I won't get it, the only way I could is not my style, I plan on doing the best I can with the rest of the protocol: proper fasting, dosage, painkillers, time.
That's an overkill if you ask me, 20 is considered for normal weight and 25 for chunky, underweight people sometimes take 15. Problem with an overkill is a greater chance of vomitting. I'll have extra cups prepared too.

Sorry you feel so anxious, perhaps with time/planning/venting it goes away a bit.

 

[Shu]

In sorry I was half asleep:( sorry for being mean

 

[Glowarm]

With or without the ae I have read that many people still vomit. Those that vomit a lot will inevitably vomit some of the SN up. That's why they take multiple doses. After each dose there is some that is absorbed and possibly some that is vomited up.
The ae is supposed to keep it down longer so more is absorbed.

 

[myopybyproxy]

You don't deserve to feel this horrible, Doku - regardless of what anxiety and depressionbrain may scream at you. I'm sorry you're suffering so much - I wish there was something I could do to magically make it all better. I don't want to make my post all about me as I often do, so I'll put a pin in my selfishness and narcissism as best I can.

Which antacid are you considering? I'll DM you about a potential AE.

I don't know enough about the SN method to discuss specifics. But the lethal dose in humans is 3g - that is all your body has to absorb - as far as I understand it. You said you'd be alone, so no risk of interference by family or the postman etc. It seems even if you do vomit the first or second glass, you'd likely absorb a bit from each, and then in drinking the third or fourth would tip the scale.

If you wanted to post updates, I and I'm sure others would appreciate it. It could inform those who aren't able to get AEs and provide them with some hope that there is some light at the end of the tunnel - albeit in the dazzlingly white brightness of SN. But as @needforvoid_ said, if it will put pressure on you or cause you any stress or burden, absolutely do not force yourself. Your last hours - and all your hours; Opy, stop being a sodding sap - ought to be spent in contentment and peace.

If there is anything I can do - anything at all, I mean it - let me know. Hugs and squorgles