Venting Documenting My Failed Attempts (previously Would a jump rope from childhood work?)

[MathConspiracy]

Hi, my time is running out. I've attempted partial many times, using different kinds of ropes (different fabric belts used for tightening dresses, won't work, hurts too much). I really, really want to die.

Would it be possible to do full suspension using a children's jump rope I found in my parents' house? It's long and thick enough but I'm scared that it might be too flexible. I weigh about 60kg and my anchor point is a pull-up bar.

I'm scared of buying a proper rope because my intent will be obvious to the store staff. I really don't want to place an order on Amazon as it's expensive to deliver to my country. Thank you for your help, hope I can exit soon.

 

[MathConspiracy]

I'm attempting soon. I can't think of anything, my head is empty. I don't feel like writing a goodbye thread because I'll probably fail again, so see you soon. Fucking SI and equipment failure.

I'll be alone for a few hours so it's worth trying.
Okay, fucking 17 minutes ago I went to the pull-up bar and made my knot. Everything went as planned until the rope started to tighten AROUND MY MOUTH.

I think I'll dedicate this thread for my failed attempts. I might even try again today.
The rope was good, though. I will definitely try again sometime. I wish I was shorter…

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Don't be too hard to yourself. It's difficult

I'm sorry you have to go through this.