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magicalsarcoma

magicalsarcoma

sending love to cats
Apr 4, 2022
105
My relatives know that I'm kinda bleak, once tried to kill myself and that once got into a mental hospital during not good events. They think I'm a bit freaky, but they appreciate me in their own way. We don't interact much with them, but this situation suits me, and I'm not interested in sharing something about myself with these people. In my country, mental problems are also stigmatized.
Acquaintances, colleagues from peculiar jobs and those who once liked me for something, know, perhaps, the most about the shit that is happening with me. Those of them with whom i have stopped communicating, once every half a year or a year sincerely ask if I'm still alive, because all sorts of troubles really often happen to me.
I almost never tell my friends/close ones that something is going worse than they can notice.They mostly know about my past and my pessimistic outlook on the world, but I would not like to disturb the in any way
 
Maaizr

Maaizr

LESS TALKING MORE KILLING
Aug 2, 2021
149
they wont know until its much too late, as i intend it
 
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