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Do you wish to go back in time?

  • yes

    Votes: 52 77.6%
  • no

    Votes: 15 22.4%

  • Total voters
    67
Techef

Techef

Student
Jun 19, 2023
124
I've thought about it, since there are several key events that really messed up my life. But would I be able to change anything by going back in time? Not to mention I wouldn't be able to change family I'm born into or my genetics. I'm on a tight schedule to CTB now though, so I wouldn't mind going back in time and getting my affairs in order and CTB'ing sooner.
 
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enough of this

enough of this

Arcanist
Jun 4, 2023
432
I would LOVE to go back in time. Preferably, be born to parents who weren't so damaged and knew how to parent.
Had my parents not been so abusive and rage and violence addicted, I would have a completely different life right now.
 
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RedHates

RedHates

Professional Victim
Jun 21, 2023
132
To go back in time and change the one mistake that made my life complete shit... In a heartbeat.
In this situation, can I go back to April 1935 and time-freeze everything?
For me, April 30th, 2015. Every year on the day feels torturous.
 
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struggles_inc

struggles_inc

life is a highway and i wanna wreck my car
Jun 24, 2023
469
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bed

bed

CTBed
Aug 24, 2019
921
Yes, even just for a day before my chronic pain and health issues started so I could feel what it was like to not be in constant 24/7 pain. It's been so long now that I forget what it is like to have a normal functioning body.
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

Warlock
May 27, 2023
718
Totally I would have avoided this man my mum told me on so many different occasions not to associate myself with.

I would have avoided him at all cost even to the extent of not having social media (where me and him connected) that's how far I would have gone just to avoid him.

Edit- Just to add I would also listen to my mum when she told me that she didn't want these two siblings in our house because of the issues they had with their father - I should have stayed out of it and that is one of my biggest regrets getting involved in their mess with their dad.
 
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Thisisme373

Thisisme373

Arcanist
Feb 16, 2019
418
Yes if I could back to 7 years old with everything I know now I would make a much better life.
 
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FailerQt.

FailerQt.

Crazy bish
Mar 17, 2023
105
Every single day, every moment. But lately I am slowly stopping to care since the thing I want to change wouldn't be possible anyway.
 
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