Do you wish to go back in time?

  • yes

    Votes: 52 77.6%
  • no

    Votes: 15 22.4%

  • Total voters
    67
EndJstifiesTheMeans

EndJstifiesTheMeans

Bad english, didn't go to school sorry
May 14, 2023
448
I could change lot of things and live an happy life
 
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Crono

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Jun 1, 2023
314
No, I'm so disinterested in life that right now the only thing I want is a bottle of N.
 
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EndJstifiesTheMeans

EndJstifiesTheMeans

Bad english, didn't go to school sorry
May 14, 2023
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
1,070
Absolutely not. Even if I had the chance to go back and live a much better life, I wouldn't want it.
Existing in any situation on this shithole planet is just not worth it.
 
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toofargone6969

toofargone6969

Wandering
Apr 29, 2023
325
All the time. I used to have a good life and I ruined it. I would give anything to go back with what I know now and fix it all. Anything. I think about this constantly and torture myself by looking at photos and videos of my old life. It's truly horrible.
 
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mlcs

Student
Jun 11, 2023
140
Every fucking second. My basic thought is always to turn back time, atleast to the point where I became actively suicidal, doesn't have to be perfect. I still cant fully process the shock of life knocking me down in just short span of time.
 
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savoytruffle

savoytruffle

Student
Mar 31, 2022
197
Every day of my life I daydream for about two hours how i wish I could go back in time to tell my mom about my brother's upcoming aortic aneurysm, that was the moment everything went downhill
 
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12_Years_Late

12_Years_Late

“May it please you.” — Ben Pollack
Jun 19, 2023
200
In this situation, can I go back to April 1935 and time-freeze everything?

No but seriously...yes, I would go back in time if I could. I'd tell myself not to go on an inflatable slide ever, and start telling myself all the things that I have learned since then.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,510
If I can go back in time with the knowledge I have now I would certainly do it! My life would be just great now.
 
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GRIM_DEADMAN

GRIM_DEADMAN

Dead Man Walking
Feb 14, 2023
52
Absolutely! Though I don't think I would try to change anything about my past other than buying bitcoin. I mostly want to travel through history.
 
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deomlez

Not english native speaker. Ctb is my life.
May 19, 2023
330
To live again a whole life ? No, thanks.
I would like never be born.
 
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InaudibleEcho

InaudibleEcho

Oh, it’s a reasonable sacrifice
Jun 23, 2023
45
Even if I could, what could I do? Tell my child self I'm being neglected and abused? Tell my dad that he's verbally abusing me only for him to say I'm being too sensitive and I'm he was 'just joking'? Tell my mom her job she needs to financially provide for me is causing me to be neglected? That she needs to choose between her child feeling like he never had a mother or being dirt poor and unable to provide?
The only thing that could save me was never being born and I don't feel like causing a paradox.
 
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magician99

magician99

Member
Jun 11, 2023
97
Sometimes, yes, but when I really think about it? No. Even if I did go back in time, what would it change? Nothing. I can't change who my parents are, the place where I grew up, etc.
 
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sensenmann

sensenmann

this will be the end of me
Jun 14, 2023
141
All the time, if I mess up at least I tried.
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
2,613
Ofc time travle = no injury damage, chng this 0.0000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000001% evnt, no injury damage = psbl ctb psbl do any
 
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MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
1,066
I could go back and time and keep my promises, and not be a shit bag, I'd be able to live a happy life, and not one cursed by my past
 
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NoReasonToLive2023

Change and decay in all around I see
Jun 4, 2023
62
I'd go back to when I was 16 and tell my past self to choose the other college.

My entire life was basically decided by me going to one college instead of the other.
 
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S u i c i d e

Member
Jun 20, 2023
66
I wish I could go back in time and undo my baby's abortion.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
9,829
No. I'm happier knowing I'm closer to my death in years than my birth. My younger years were even worse than now to be honest! For me- it's like being asked 3/4 of the way through a gruelling marathon- how would you like us to take you back to the starting line? 😲
 
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raccoonjk

raccoonjk

given up on life
Jun 23, 2023
7
It's a tricky question because if i go back, would I experience the same things that have gotten me to this point, or would it be different? If i could change my past would it change anything? Well i think i don't want to go back. It would be suffering again.
 
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loyalskateboard

loyalskateboard

Specialist
May 4, 2023
339
If you asked me as a teenager, I would have said yes. I literally tried lighting candles in the mirror to reality shift to my younger self lmao.

As an adult, definitely not. Ew. I wouldn't go back if you paid me.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,878
Only if there was a way to prevent me from existing at all, but apart from that, no. To me existence could never be worth enduring under any circumstances, I only wish for perfect non-existence.
The truth is that existing could never be appealing and desirable, being conscious and aware just leads to more suffering, there's no benefit to feeling trapped in this hellish reality, existence was just a horrific, unnecessary mistake in the first place.
 
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AllFoxedOut

AllFoxedOut

Arcanist
Jun 7, 2023
474
I don't know. I could bring back some of the things that made me happy but I am also just stuck with things that make my life hell anyway. so I don't know. maybe if one of you guys needed me to go back in time for something I would but only on the condition I die when I reach the present again
 
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seaspray

Member
Jun 13, 2023
30
Yes,very much.Id like to ho nack to childhood and be adopted by a family who would love and not abuse me..
 
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AllFoxedOut

AllFoxedOut

Arcanist
Jun 7, 2023
474
Yes,very much.Id like to ho nack to childhood and be adopted by a family who would love and not abuse me..
I guess it depends on the rules of the time travel, like would I have my current mind but be in a younger version of me? idunno. sorta rambling this isn't much relevant to the discussion.

so sorry for what you had to go through as a child... it's cruel
 
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chloramine

Mage
Apr 18, 2022
505
I would still be unhappy, but I wish I could change some things for other people.
 
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ringo99

ringo99

Arcanist
Apr 18, 2023
424
Yes. I know my childhood is fucked but at least I can go back and stop my adult self from making a bunch of stupid decisions that have left ctb the only option for me
 
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absolomonisgone

Specialist
Jan 23, 2023
322
No. I even have this fear that this life will forever recur. .., anyway my favorite movie is the man who wasn't there. When he's about to get executed, it finally occurs to him everything was leading to his execution -++, from the wife he married, his awkwardness, the way he carried himself, the way he thought, the career he chose,,----, I think the game is rigged...., Even trump knows that
 
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parader

parader

bpd cursed
Apr 15, 2023
113
absolutely, if only i could go back to 2011 or 2012 and made better choices back then
i don't know what would've come from it of course, but at least wouldn't be this
 
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delusionalgirl

delusionalgirl

I have my ticket. Awaiting my journey
Jun 17, 2023
194
To be honest I don't know. I don't think I could stop what happened when I was a child. But maybe if when I got out of high school I pushed the doctors more for help things might have been different.
 
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