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Soapie

Soapie

I hope we all can heal from this
Mar 26, 2021
85
I think at the end of the day I just want the pain to end no matter what. Death doesn't necessarily need to be the way I get there but it is an option. What about you though?
 
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Pcgamer1

Member
Nov 29, 2021
54
I want peace but I'm convinced it isn't gonna happen for me
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,471
what it means to be free, free to live and die when and how you choose to, free to redesign the machine you are, free to build mathematical models or run simulations with unlimited power at your fingertips, free to live for as long as you want to, free to fix and repair the machine you are, free to live to the fullest potential of what the universe as to offer, free to build with unlimited space resources, learn and build anything and everything, free to live in digital space, free to build and learn everything there is to know about mathematics, want to be free from this limited machine i am, free to live our how i choose without any rules laws, free to build make for eternity, unlimited choice , free from the limited machine i am, free to really live how i would want to without any outside interference, free to have all the power atoms have to give at your finger tips. free at last from this restrictive machine existance that i am, free to build learn everything there is to know about mathematics, just want to be from this terrible horrible machine existance.
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,794
I just don't want to pass 50 years old. I think it's all downhill from there. Like someone once said, live fast die young and leave a beautiful corps behind.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,491
For me death is the only way to achieve peace. Death is freedom from all suffering. I do not want to exist at all, I do not want any kind of life. All I want is to never experience anything again.
 
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stellabelle

stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
3,918
I wanted peace and it was ripped away for years and years.
I don't really think there's a way out at this point. A way to be "okay" or "thrilled" or "happy", they ruined everything.
So, I guess at some point I just want to OD and exit.
 
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ghost_

Boo!
Nov 10, 2021
111
I just want it all to stop
 
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healthrecovery

Specialist
Sep 25, 2021
378
Peace
 
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Gustav Hartmann

Gustav Hartmann

Enlightened
Aug 28, 2021
1,013
I want to die, being dead is a side effect which I will not experience. Peace is boring.
 
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sadnurse

Student
Nov 2, 2021
118
I want both
 
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Dot

Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
3,252
Wnt lfe bck bt isnt goin2 hppn.
 
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xLosthopex

xLosthopex

Tell my dogs I love them
May 29, 2020
1,133
I want to die to end my suffering, I don't understand why anyone would want to die just for the sake of dying
 
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deadalredy

Member
Dec 3, 2021
16
I wanted peace but I lost my mind and the only salvation now is to take my life with dignity before I burden my family with me being a walking corpse all I can do is eat and drink
 
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chocolatebar

chocolatebar

Paragon
Jul 11, 2021
974
For me death is the only way to achieve peace. Death is freedom from all suffering. I do not want to exist at all, I do not want any kind of life. All I want is to never experience anything again.
I don't know if this is the right thread to talk about this, but I see you talking about non-existence here and there and I'd like to point out something: Considering that we just cease to exist when we die, there will be no peace or freedom, because we won't be there anymore to feel any of this. Things will just stop and there will be no us anymore, just like before we were born.
I want to die, being dead is a side effect which I will not experience. Peace is boring.
Interesting. I want just the opposite, to stop existing but never experience death. What in dying attracts you?
 
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mlha

mlha

Ex falso quodlibet
Nov 7, 2021
216
I don't want to deal with life, a steady stream of responsibilities and needs, I want fundamental peace.

Considering that we just cease to exist when we die, there will be no peace or freedom, because we won't be there anymore to feel any of this. Things will just stop and there will be no us anymore, just like before we were born.
You can define peace this way: I and my death are mutually exclusive. I won't be, I won't be disturbed by anything, and that's what peace is.
 
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D&D

D&D

Write something, even if it’s just a suicide note.
Dec 3, 2021
252
Isn't it the same thing? To die is to have peace.
 
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Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,160
I want an end to torment and a pointless existence
 
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ikadasui

ikadasui

Arcanist
May 29, 2018
464
Peace will come with death and so it is death I want. I'd need a new everything for a "peaceful" life
 
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eternalmelancholy

eternalmelancholy

waiting for the bus
Mar 24, 2021
1,169
Isn't it the same thing? To die is to have peace.

I've under gone general anesthesia numerous of times. You just go completely blank into a complete void. When you wake up you feel disconnected with the world and have no clue what is going on. It feels different from sleep. It was just pure nothing.

I feel like death would be something very similar to this. Like the time before you were born. It is just an utter void.
 
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holyspirit

Member
Nov 26, 2021
30
I wanted peace but I lost my mind and the only salvation now is to take my life with dignity before I burden my family with me being a walking corpse all I can do is eat and drink
I lost my mind too how did it happen to you how old are you
 
wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,827
I want to die, sick of living and live
 
LeGuitarist

LeGuitarist

Eternally Lost
Mar 19, 2021
108
If there's a way to somehow make me happy, then sure, I would be willing to live. But ngl I've lost all hope. Death just seems easier at this point
 
Ky204

Ky204

Member
Sep 3, 2019
97
Kinda just comes down to what I'm scared more of, living or dying? They both suck, just gotta choose which sucks less.
 
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alwaysdopesick

alwaysdopesick

Member
Oct 19, 2021
61
I believe I know what true inner peace feels like, it's fantastic. It doesn't change the fact that life is suffering and a boring chore, and in my case not worth living.
 
eternalmelancholy

eternalmelancholy

waiting for the bus
Mar 24, 2021
1,169
I believe I know what true inner peace feels like, it's fantastic. It doesn't change the fact that life is suffering and a boring chore, and in my case not worth living.

Do you think this is the next logical step in society? Allowing easy access to euthanasia? I mean with the advent of automation and AI, there really won't be a need for a large human work force. It is already starting to happen in some industries.
 
Gustav Hartmann

Gustav Hartmann

Enlightened
Aug 28, 2021
1,013
I don't know if this is the right thread to talk about this, but I see you talking about non-existence here and there and I'd like to point out something: Considering that we just cease to exist when we die, there will be no peace or freedom, because we won't be there anymore to feel any of this. Things will just stop and there will be no us anymore, just like before we were born.

Interesting. I want just the opposite, to stop existing but never experience death. What in dying attracts you?

I am an extreme masochist, I want my lifelong fantasies become reality. You may say, I am in the wrong forum here, but SM-Forums don´t like people who really want to die (for legal reasons) though I am not the only one. Maybe I am a little insane, but I am not the only one here, as insanity has many faces.
 
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chocolatebar

Paragon
Jul 11, 2021
974
I don't want to deal with life, a steady stream of responsibilities and needs, I want fundamental peace.


You can define peace this way: I and my death are mutually exclusive. I won't be, I won't be disturbed by anything, and that's what peace is.
So, you consider peace and non-existence as synonyms? I always thought about peace a something that must be perceived by someone.
 
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