Discussion Do you want to die or do you want peace?

[demuic]

Death. I don't like that we live in a world where reality is external and independent from our wants and desires and that entropy exists.

 

[xLosthopex]

So, you consider peace and non-existence as synonyms? I always thought about peace a something that must be perceived by someone.

Right. Peace is something you experience, not the absence of experience, and you can't experience anything when you're dead.

 

[ClownMe]

I just plain and simply dont want to exist, I want eternal nothingness, while im alive i will always be in pain.

 

[mlha]

So, you consider peace and non-existence as synonyms? I always thought about peace a something that must be perceived by someone.

For me peace is the absence of disturbances so practically it's synonymous. If there were an ideal world without needs, then peace would be "a superset" of non-existence. (But if peace has to be perceived then I'm out of synonyms to non-existence I guess.)

 

[idiotstillwantstodie]

Life is a lottery someone else plays for you. If they lose, you will have to pay. And you can't even exact revenge on them without going to jail. How fucked up is that?

There is many kinds of suffering. I have always liked to think big. We all have just this one life, why spend it looking at your toes? Unfortunately, my intelligence and general performance in life is mediocre at best. In fact, i had to work a lot to even get to the mediocre level. And now i'm facing a dead end.

I can choose to be an another zombie slave for the system for the rest of my life, which could be decades. Or i can choose to end it now, when i still have something to take away from those blood sucking leeches who run things. The thought of death doesn't make me sad or depressed. It makes me triumphant.

 

[Sslsh]

Existence is chaos. Death ends existence and brings eternal peace

 

[markimobzzdeasui]

I think I have reached a point where both are unfortunately tied together. I cannot achieve true peace without death. Any hope of finding peace while living is just wishful thinking and the SI kicking in.I don't think I have an option when it comes to suicide now. It is more like a necessity for me.

 

[HiImPaul]

I want the pain to stop. If it takes death to achieve that then so be it.

 

[Lost Magic]

I have moments of those feelings of peace interspersed with mostly the feelings of numbness and pain. I think if society was nicer and more united it would make me want to fight to live a bit longer. Sadly, I see a broken world that is lost besides me already feeling dead inside. I feel that true peace would now be death. I have lost too much already.

 

[cambrai33]

I think you can ctb just to prove to yourself that you are capable of doing it. The idealation phases can make you lose sight of the original reason and that the actual act becomes all that matters

There are of course the majority of reasons other than this that most ctb but how many people complete all kinds of painful challenges in life just to prove they could do it

All of that said if the driver is peace then sometimes no others options seem viable sadly

 

[Sprite_Geist]

Yes.

 

[LilBird]

I want relief… I don't want to die but I cannot bare to live

 

[fatefulstillness]

I know peace, I have experienced it before. But it has only come with an immense amount of suffering. There's not such thing as ever lasting peace while you're alive, nothing ever stays. I have suffered for most of my life in ways that have withered my spirit; I know I'm not healing, and I am not willing to participate in this cycle for much longer. I don't have much left to give, and what's being offered is not enough to make me stay.

That being said, I hope everyone who looks for peace finally finds it. It's a terrible thing to yearn for.

 

[Un-]

A quote I keep thinking of is how a true narcissist wouldn't be suicidal. It's probably irrelevant in this context, however I mention it because I don't want to die because there's a significant probability that something I don't desire will happen. Like an after life, regardless of which religion it belongs to. I don't want peace either, because I simply hate being. I hate that I am.

I'd much rather have never been born. Unlike death, I know before I was conceived, I was not. And that's what I want again.

 

[CiproKilledMe]

I want to die 0%. I need peace 100%.

 

[ket]

a better life and no fucking mental illness that now and then arbitrarily decides it's time to slash yourself down to the styro and run your life off a cliff.

there's something poetic about suicide anyway. here lies ket, she suffered more than you'll ever know. rip.

 

[Ihadagoodlife]

Death i need to reset everything