I'd prefer to cease to exist... but if I had a choice in the matter AND was given the ability to decide the circumstances of my being reborn which I would INSIST on: being 100% (or at least 98-99%) healthy and strong with only minor, transient, common health problems like the occasional flu or whatever AND *NO* anxiety/depression/any other m. i. AND I had at least a couple advantages next go around that I didn't have this time like a healthy family dynamic, actual friends and possibly even a talent or natural aptitude for SOMETHING, then and only then would I choose to reincarnate. I don't want or need a fancy, rich, entitled, 'perfect' life but I'd sure like one where I wasn't sick and suffering every single damn day and I could be completely independent and have at least a couple fulfilling aspects to my existence - a job, an income, a friend and family support system, etc - then dealing with all the other shit in the world and that comes with just being a living human on this earth *MIGHT* actually be worth it. Otherwise...just no. Just let me be nothing, or be part of the collective consciousness of the cosmos/nature. I'd NEVER want to be 'me' again.