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SomewhereAlongThe

SomewhereAlongThe

Goodbye everyone <3
May 17, 2024
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Do you find yourself feeling sad for nothing at all, like there's something wrong with your brain, or do you find yourself feeling sad for a reason fixed in reality and you think there's something actually wrong with your life? For me depression didn't come with mood dips and lows in my life, but it came when bad things kept happening in my life, like failures in my life that I can't fix or change. It came with the poor image I have of myself and the never-ending feeling of being incapable. Yet, I think it's rational. My views that I am incapable of many things aren't skewed by a broken perspective, but a healthy perspective that has been broken by the standards of life I cannot meet.
 
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Eudaimonic

Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
983
Rational
 
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cme-dme

cme-dme

wants to sleep forever
Feb 1, 2025
566
Sometimes there is a reason, other times there isn't so I guess both?
 
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TBONTB

Enlightened
May 31, 2025
1,114
There are definitely real problems triggering it.
 
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bankai

bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
2,340
Just a lack of joy no matter what I do. To be able to live, we need to experience happiness. Not pleasure, but happiness. I get pleasure from, let's say, eating tasty food. But I'm not happy. Happiness is something more profound. I would just say it's an issue with my chemistry.
 
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usernamesarehard

Life sucks and then you die
Dec 22, 2021
308
I think both. Some days I wake up or just randomly feel sad for no reason.

Other days I think about how hard it is for me to make friends, how I've never been good at anything but school, how I can't get a partner, how I just seem to constantly fuck things up and am a burden to others, I have no passion, no wants, I don't live for money or power, I can't live for love, I have no hobbies, anything I try in terms of hobbies I fail at, I can't concentrate on school.

And then there are the things I have absolutely no control over: the price of houses and now just basic goods, mass layoffs making it difficult to get a new job and impossible to feel secure in it, being trapped in a city I hate unable to escape despite my best efforts.

I'm sure there's more, but I'm getting tired.
 
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ChainedCrow

ChainedCrow

The crow of hopelessness and despair
Jun 21, 2025
382
There is no chance u will improve or get worse in the future its all random so u make decisions based on how u are feeling right now and the near future (wich is also unclear thats why your decisions planned for the future might change) and if u cant bear the pain or just want peace from this life u make the decision to end it. Overall i think its as rational as is any other decision u make in your life
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LadyPoulenc

LadyPoulenc

Pele with buckets
Jul 14, 2025
20
Do you find yourself feeling sad for nothing at all, like there's something wrong with your brain, or do you find yourself feeling sad for a reason fixed in reality and you think there's something actually wrong with your life? For me depression didn't come with mood dips and lows in my life, but it came when bad things kept happening in my life, like failures in my life that I can't fix or change. It came with the poor image I have of myself and the never-ending feeling of being incapable. Yet, I think it's rational. My views that I am incapable of many things aren't skewed by a broken perspective, but a healthy perspective that has been broken by the standards of life I cannot meet.
As others have said, I'm a bit of both. For me, I just wake up and find myself unable to get out of bed
 
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Who_I_Am

Member
Jul 4, 2025
7
I think my depression is rational.
It's about the traits of my character that make it impossible to achieve the goals I want.
 
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temporarystayhere

Member
Jul 2, 2025
7
Mostly irrational for me. I'm very lucky that, on paper, things look okay. I think it surprises some people in my life that I'm as depressed as I am
 
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dust-in-the-wind

dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
944
I've had depression for what I consider rational reasons. But I have also had depression for no reason at all. My brain is cursed.
 
CumbriaCTB

CumbriaCTB

Member
Jul 15, 2025
87
Mine is certainly rational. There is no "chemical imbalance" in my brain, as the pill-pushers like to say, because SSRIs definitely did not work for me and actually made me worse.

Instead, my depression comes from a combination of external concerns, loneliness, and trauma. All of these are rational things to be depressed by.

By "external conerns", I mean big-picture issues that are largely out of my control such as the economy and the climate. Being 24, I have now witnessed two allegedly "once in a lifetime" financial crashes and there'll likely be another crash in a decade or so. What's the point in getting back up only to be immediately knocked back down because some banker's bubble popped? As for the climate, a similiar question applies: what's the point in trying in life if the tapwater won't be safe to drink by the time I'm 70?

Now, for loneliness, depression really is a rational response. We are social animals, we need to spend quality time with others, we need to be touched, we need to belong to a "tribe" of sorts. If these social needs are not met, we begin to break down on not only a psychological level but also a psychiological level (fun fact: loneliness can significantly increase your risk of cardiovascular issues even if you are otherwise healthy!) due to the instinctual stress response caused by loneliness. Despite the fact that we evolved this instinct in the stone age, back when being exiled from the rest of one's tribe meant certain death, it is still perfectly rational in the modern age: the aforementioned physical health consequences plus what happens if I need a friend's help for a task I cannot accomplish by myself or I end up having to stay in the hospital long-term?

Even trauma is a rational reason to be depressed. For one, going through daily flashbacks is exhausting and it is perfectly reasonable to feel lethargic and hopeless when my daily routine is largely composed of screaming at ghost-people from my past and flailing about in mental agony. It also contributes to my loneliness as it makes it difficult to connect with "normal" people or simply "behave myself" whenever I have company; this often ends in interpersonal conflict which traumatises me further, starting a vicious cycle. Is it not rational to feel hopeless when trapped in a vicious cycle? Even for external issues, such as the economy, the daily flashbacks make it extremely difficult to hold down a job - I've been fired for it multiple times - and therefore I'm finished if the next financial crash wipes out the welfare state. Is it not rational to feel hopeless when you just know that your head will be one of the first on the chopping block?
 
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Fall_Apart

Student
May 22, 2023
160
Absolutely rational. I've spent years trying to understand the pros and cons of suicide. Ultimately, I'm convinced that suicide is a logical process in which you simply need to balance joy and pain, and when you realize you're facing more pain than joy, the only rational decision is CTB. Most normal people are conditioned by religion, and so they persist in living even in extreme pain: this is irrational.
 
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TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
7,526
Rational because I have logical and calculated reasons to be depressed, especially when I know there are things I want to attain but fail to, and many other reasons too (won't get into that as that would just become a long thread itself). Also, in the mainstream world, the word 'depressed' is like a loaded term and more often than not, people who use that label (not necessarily in SaSu circles or such), do so as a way to dismiss or even downplay and attack the person's mental state rather than the cause of the problem. Anyways, I digress and basically my 'depression' is caused by situational, external circumstances rather than a brain chemistry related cause or issue, so I consider it 'rational' to be depressed with my life circumstances.
 
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WrathfulGloom32

Enlightened
Oct 12, 2024
1,220
I think it's pretty Rational, to be honest, the only irrational thing about it is me expecting the normal people to see it as rational.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,491
For me, it's a mixture. I think it's just realism that for a lot of people, life is hard work with not enough down time. I personally don't find life rewarding enough for the effort it requires. I'm not so sure that's depression tainting things. I do still enjoy some things after all. I think it's perfectly reasonable to say work and financial pressures are stressful and unpleasant and impossible to escape for most people.

There again, I would conceed that other problems- mainly social anxiety and lack of confidence make me miserable. That's a fault in me not being able to cope well in certain situations. That's obviously still triggered by things but it's a situation where a fairly normal setting will cause me to feel abnormally anxious/ uncomfortable/ unhappy.
 
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Dejected 55

Dejected 55

Visionary
May 7, 2025
2,853
I don't care. I have definite things outside of my control that make me depressed. I have other things where i didn't handle well that made me depressed. How I got here no longer matters. It only matters that I'm in a deep hole that I can't get out of, and what I hear of the chaos above me, there's no incentive to even try to get out if I ever thought I wanted to do so... there is nothing left for me. So, rational or not, I am where I am.
 
eupdplishlp

eupdplishlp

Please share with me what you are bearing
Jul 15, 2025
232
Do you find yourself feeling sad for nothing at all, like there's something wrong with your brain, or do you find yourself feeling sad for a reason fixed in reality and you think there's something actually wrong with your life? For me depression didn't come with mood dips and lows in my life, but it came when bad things kept happening in my life, like failures in my life that I can't fix or change. It came with the poor image I have of myself and the never-ending feeling of being incapable. Yet, I think it's rational. My views that I am incapable of many things aren't skewed by a broken perspective, but a healthy perspective that has been broken by the standards of life I cannot meet.
for me it's hyper awareness of what is going on in the world. humans have 2 types of awerness right 1. the here and now as you read each letter. 2. the fact we are aware we come from literal star dust. thats called cosmic intelligence and it's what gets me feeling most depressed. being aware of the beauty in the universe makes the horrible things feel a lot worse. I have learnt tho I might not be able to change the feeling but I can change my thought about the feeling. thats how I cope. I'd say rational
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,369
Rational

The worst Torture that can happen to a human far outweigh the pleasure addictions

Pleasure addictions like eating a sandwich or watching a clickbait "youtube video are not even worth 10 seconds of the worst constant unbearable pain
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
1,326
Both. Why cuz ik sometimes feeling depressed for no apparent reason is very challenging. Everything is ok, nothing has happend yet you feel like everything is overwhelming and awful.

Some can be rational cuz of the fact of upbringing, trauma or other reasons that justifies your depression or low mood.

Again depression can be around for many different reasons. Rational or not it should be valid it doesnt make the pain any less real.
 
YandereMikuMistress

YandereMikuMistress

you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
Apr 26, 2023
1,397
Both because I think mabye I just get to worked up but then again I don't think I do enough for what it's worth..
 
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FtMoidlet

Member
Jul 20, 2025
15
My depression is fully rational. I'm a sad foid larping as a man, I will never be a cis man. I will always live a lie. I will always be a female afably wombyn XX chromosome having foid. I will never afford any surgeries, top or bottom, I will likely be victim of a hate crime living where I do, and all hope is lost at this point.

Every cis "person" that prevents transsexuals from getting surgeries and hormones should be forcefully injected with cross-sex hormones.
 
Anura

Anura

Member
Dec 8, 2024
33
Rational, majority of the time I can find a root cause for how I feel
 
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popcorn1234

Member
Aug 7, 2022
87
I personally believe my depression is a rational response to my circumstances.
 
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kopebaldy

Dovahkiin
Jul 5, 2025
420
Rational.

I never once not understand the reason why I'm sad.
 
badatparties

badatparties

Elementalist
Mar 16, 2025
814
Both for me.
I personally believe my depression is a rational response to my circumstances.
Were all depressed for mostly the same reasons. The reality of biological life one earth is a shitshow. There is absolutely zero reason to pathologize the way we feel.

We are all here under insane circumstances in a shitty meat suit prone to disease.
 
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HarryCobean

Student
Apr 12, 2024
140
Depression is the correct response to living.
 
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