Do you think you will see next year?

[Lost Magic]

Is anybody planning on catching the bus this year or not much after? Life is worth fighting for if you have good opportunities for positive changes. In my case, I just don't see things getting all that much better. I am seriously contemplating saying farewell near the end of the year. I am so tired and sad I just can't see any other way. It will take more than a miracle at this point for me to want to stay. Who knows. The older I get the more I have lost and the fight to live just doesn't feel worth the effort anymore. I just want to be with my mother and brother in heaven.

 

[Akerblad]

Is anybody planning on catching the bus this year or not much after? Life is worth fighting for if you have good opportunities for positive changes. In my case, I just don't see things getting all that much better. I am seriously contemplating saying farewell near the end of the year. I am so tired and sad I just can't see any other way. It will take more than a miracle at this point for me to want to stay. Who knows. The older I get the more I have lost and the fight to live just doesn't feel worth the effort anymore. I just want to be with my mother and brother in heaven.

I feel hopeless and useless, the things that happen recently and my own problems and disorders makes me feel a deep void in my existence, I don't know what to do, but the suicide is always an option

 

[Thisgirlwantstosleep]

Do I think I will be here next year?

Probably.

Do I want to be here next year?

No.

 

[sadbadpsychogirl]

unfortunately probably...

 

[Dear Agony]

No, I genuinely don't want to see another year. The problem right now is overcoming my survival instinct.

 

[Hurt]

It's difficult to know with my mood changes. Sometimes I love life and sometimes I want to ctb impulsively.

 

[Meditation guide]

I seriously doubt it.

 

[LooksAtMoonDog]

I can't think of a single reason I'd want to see 2022, so probably not.

 

[Bullit]

I'm so full of shit,ill prob chicken out and still be here,miserable as ever.

 

[deadmalk]

I really can't comprehend what living to next year would feel like- it's hard enough just trying to get through each moment.

 

[Sslsh]

Is anybody planning on catching the bus this year or not much after? Life is worth fighting for if you have good opportunities for positive changes. In my case, I just don't see things getting all that much better. I am seriously contemplating saying farewell near the end of the year. I am so tired and sad I just can't see any other way. It will take more than a miracle at this point for me to want to stay. Who knows. The older I get the more I have lost and the fight to live just doesn't feel worth the effort anymore. I just want to be with my mother and brother in heaven.

I hope not. Hopefully I'll be gone before the year ends. Unless there is another round of lockdowns.

 

[readytogotomorrow]

Honestly, yes. I have been a coward for years. I feel so selfish because I've contemplated suicide for over 7 years but I have never cared about the feelings of my loved ones when if I did it. I mostly overthink the actual act of suicide. It's always been me standing at a ledge but too afraid to jump. I am not going to be surprised if I outlive all my friends with the luck I have even though I truly don't even want to make it to tonight.

 

[FallenRose]

Seeing how I don't have anything to look forward to, I don't want to be here next year. If I can muster up the energy I can make sure I won't be.

 

[W’ren]

If my dog is still here- i will be here.
If my dog has passed on before then i will hopefully not see the new year.

 

[speck]

I don't see myself lasting past October/November- if I do, I'm just prolonging pain and wasting people's time and money.

 

[Lost Magic]

I took a shit ton of weed last night. It made me scared and anxious as fuck. I wonder if that is how I will feel before I CTB? It really freaked me out tbh. I just hope the benzos and xanax will help before I drink SN cause that anxiety and fear can be terrifying.

 

[logan]

As it looks now, I won't live to see next year.

 

[Painless_end]

I hope not

 

[aminend]

I don't want to see

 

[watereyes]

its annoying to wake up each f$cking day. i weally hope i wont see next year nya.

 

[noname223]

Likely I will. But the next year might be my last. I will try recovery, but this might kill me ironically...

 

[Sans]

I'll probably be around at least a few more years unless things get really unbearable. I've gotta get my hands on something I can CTB with, but that will take some time, so I might as well try and make things better. And by that I mean, hope that there will be a cure for my condition in the next few years.