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CTB Fella

CTB Fella

Experienced
Dec 15, 2022
251
I used to believe, without question, that I was going to reincarnate.

I even took on the Hindu faith, having been born C of E.

However, since being in many comas (overdoses) where there was literally nothing, I now believe that could be an option.

But, I've also become addicted to watching NDEs (Near Death Experiences) and I believe there actually is a heaven. I know there is a hell, and we are existing in/on it, right now.

I'd like to think that heaven is real, so that I can be reunited with lost loved ones, but I just don't know.

What about you? What do you think happens, and what would you like to happen?
 
sserafim

sserafim

they say it’s darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
8,031
I believe in reincarnation. I think that everyone gets reincarnated unless they escape the reincarnation cycle/soul trap. Hopefully I can escape it in this lifetime. I heard that there are different ways to escape:

1. Nirvana
2. Not going into the light

I don't know which one is the right way though. Also, I believe that this world is already hell, so it doesn't make sense that there would be a hell in which you would be stuck in for eternity. Why would you stay in the same place forever? Nothing in life is permanent. Everything is always changing
 
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Captainfalconcrou

Member
Apr 21, 2024
8
I think you just cease to exist just like before you were born. Also I think it would be a risky bet to ctb to go to a better place without evidence

Also I don't think I'd go to heaven if it does exist unfortunatly
 
loweroneseyes

loweroneseyes

vision blurry
Feb 3, 2024
18
i think there is such a thing as ghosts (souls who linger on this plane), so it seems natural that there are other planes of existence humans can't comprehend. i wonder if there is such a thing as the astral plane or if people who claim to induce out of body experiences are just dreaming
reincarnation then seems natural. there are many cases of children who claim to have memories of past lives, but it is dreadful to think of
 
Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
702
I don't believe in anything currently.
I don't know what to expect.

I only know that I don't want nothingness.
I will be very disappointed when there is nothing (of course I won't know it, but you know what I mean).

I want life, but a different life. Better life.

I will also be very happy if after death I do not have to face eternal torture for my sins.
However, I don't believe in it at all.
The concept of good and evil is, in my opinion, naive.
I don't think that hell awaits me even if I commit the greatest crime in the history of this sad planet.

Unfortunately I don't know what I want.
I am completely unable to define my true desires.
I can't imagine the universe I want.
My imagination can't create something like this.

Death will not pass me by, so sooner or later I will find out what awaits me.
 
sserafim

sserafim

they say it’s darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
8,031
I will also be very happy if after death I do not have to face eternal torture for my sins.
However, I don't believe in it at all.
The concept of good and evil is, in my opinion, naive.
I don't think that hell awaits me even if I commit the greatest crime in the history of this sad planet.
Life is impermanence, so the concept of eternity sounds illogical to me
 
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Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
702
Life is impermanence, so the concept of eternity sounds illogical to me
Maybe souls are real?
Maybe biological bodies are just vessels that contain the soul?
Maybe there is no eternity in the afterlife?
Maybe there is only a migration of souls from one vessel to another?
But who controls the entire process and why?
Or maybe control is not needed?
Maybe life doesn't need God over it?
But then why did life arise?

The questions can be multiplied endlessly.
Unfortunately, I don't know the answer.

In my opinion, immortal eternity after death is also illogical.
If there is life after death, I don't think it's an immortal dimension.
It would be too easy.
But unfortunately the world doesn't care what I think.
 
sash

sash

f/uk seeking partner to vanish with
Oct 1, 2023
185
Hi. I hope I'm just wormfood cos I'm done.
Maybe there is something else. If there is a god, or gods or whatever, we are having words... :)

I've been doing the suggestions thing on utube, some wild stuff, then in one video they were talking about, cant remember what its called 'Quantum (something)' where when u die, u get put back in your own timestream. Gave me chills. Oh I hope its not that. Please not that.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

She wished that she never existed...
Sep 24, 2020
34,576
I very strongly believe death to simply be the absence of everything, nothing more than an eternal and dreamless sleep where all is finally forgotten about, once we lose consciousness that is it for us, we are gone. The thought of such is all that comforts me, all I wish for is non-existence, I find it so beautiful to think of this existence permanently disappearing into nothingness. Death is finally the end to suffering in this futile and hellish existence where there is endless potential for cruelty and agony, I only find beauty in death, existence itself is the true problem and I despise existing, it's such a terrible, horrific tragedy how life even exists at all.

Non-existence is certainly all I wish for, it's an abomination to exist, it'd be better if there's nothing, it'd be better if existence is erased, for me death is the way to find peace from the torturous burden of existing as a human, all I wish is to be eternally unaware.
 
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hopeless08

Arcanist
Dec 8, 2023
480
I used to believe, without question, that I was going to reincarnate.

I even took on the Hindu faith, having been born C of E.

However, since being in many comas (overdoses) where there was literally nothing, I now believe that could be an option.

But, I've also become addicted to watching NDEs (Near Death Experiences) and I believe there actually is a heaven. I know there is a hell, and we are existing in/on it, right now.

I'd like to think that heaven is real, so that I can be reunited with lost loved ones, but I just don't know.

What about you? What do you think happens, and what would you like to happen?
I've also watched near death experiences on Netflix and I believe, at least that's what I'd I like to believe is that you reunite
With your loved ones who have past.
I don't believe any of us are going to hell, simply for being in hell and not being able to go on, if that were the case then the universe or whatever exists is sadistic.
 
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Jorms_McGander

Arcanist
Oct 17, 2023
431
Yeah, or I'd like to know where I went when I got the human knocked out of me for a couple days cuz I did not seem exist without mental function.
 
sserafim

sserafim

they say it’s darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
8,031
Hi. I hope I'm just wormfood cos I'm done.
Maybe there is something else. If there is a god, or gods or whatever, we are having words... :)

I've been doing the suggestions thing on utube, some wild stuff, then in one video they were talking about, cant remember what its called 'Quantum (something)' where when u die, u get put back in your own timestream. Gave me chills. Oh I hope its not that. Please not that.
Quantum immortality?
 
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Ironborn

Ironborn

Student
Jan 29, 2024
127
I remember nothing from before I existed so why should I think there is anything when I return to that state.
Regarding reincarnation knowing my luck I'd come back as myself.
 
karmaisabitch

karmaisabitch

Arcanist
Mar 25, 2024
406
I believe there is God ofc and there is heaven to good people. Who created the earth, you, animals and everything we gotta have a God! I lost faith when my son passed away because I don't understand if there is a God why he allowed bad people to kill him?? I still asks that question but definitely I believe we all have a God.
 
dreamfloat

dreamfloat

Member
Apr 22, 2024
52
I believe there is nothingness after death. Which makes me sometimes wonder if I do want to die, if I can't experience the peace. But what I want to happen is to be reincarnated as a pet with an easy life, like a house cat.
 
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DefinitelyReady

DefinitelyReady

Desperate to go--
Mar 14, 2024
309
I used to believe, without question, that I was going to reincarnate.

I even took on the Hindu faith, having been born C of E.

However, since being in many comas (overdoses) where there was literally nothing, I now believe that could be an option.

But, I've also become addicted to watching NDEs (Near Death Experiences) and I believe there actually is a heaven. I know there is a hell, and we are existing in/on it, right now.

I'd like to think that heaven is real, so that I can be reunited with lost loved ones, but I just don't know.

What about you? What do you think happens, and what would you like to happen?
I think nothing. Aboslute nothingness. However perhaps some go to a different dimension? I've been coming across some science stuff about like 6 or 7 dimensions and it's really interesting. I know we hallucinate, go into our subconscious, envision and develop fantastical scenarios when Near Death or anesthesia/coma stuff happens, so I thought that part was explained. There's ghostly stories and haunting happenings that people experience and you think kind of the same thing. Hell you can still feel pain when after an amputation. Nerves and the mind creates different realities. However, something other than nothingness has to be out their since I was at home and heard two children giggle while I had a movie paused in my apartment when I lived with my mom. It definitely wasnt a noise heard through the wall, and none of our neighbors had kids. What's interesting though is my mom was sitting on the couch next to me, and I paused it to tell her something about the movie, (don't watch movies with me, I pause and pause lol, and rewind😂) and she heard the two children giggle too because both our heads flicked in the direction like 5ft away from us in front of the wall that held cabinets. The noise was under the thermostat which apparently temperature can play a factor in supernatural. I thought it was the most awesome thing and I laughed because I love scary stuff. My mom was scared lol. I never thought I'd be the lucky one to get a ghostly experience, that's just my luck, but I did! So I don't know the algorithm for people, but I don't think it's deity-based, and I don't fear it.
 
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SomewhatLoved

SomewhatLoved

Bringing out the Dead and Searching for the Living
Apr 12, 2023
100
Used to believe in an afterlife, not sure what it was, but thought there had to be something. If energy can neither be created or destroyed but only transferred, then consciousness should follow the same rules and can only be changed.

Then I thought maybe consciousness could be transferred into other non-conscious forms of energy, as when your brain dies the chemicals that allow different processes to occur would cease their actions. I feel like proving or disproving an afterlife is beyond the realm of worldly reason, and it's sort of pointless to try and prove and we can only speculate. You cannot prove something greater than the universe using only the universe.

I hope there's nothing, honestly. Used to want an afterlife so that I could see friends and family beyond the constraints and issues of our world, but I just want to sleep now. I want to put on an exit bag and just die.
 
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Shar

Shar

Experienced
Nov 23, 2023
273
Before my brain , I didn't exist. When it's gone, I will cease to exist.
 
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AlexYaBoy

AlexYaBoy

The Lord of Dribblers
Mar 11, 2024
114
Hi. I hope I'm just wormfood cos I'm done.
Maybe there is something else. If there is a god, or gods or whatever, we are having words... :)

I've been doing the suggestions thing on utube, some wild stuff, then in one video they were talking about, cant remember what its called 'Quantum (something)' where when u die, u get put back in your own timestream. Gave me chills. Oh I hope its not that. Please not that.
Reminds me of Doctor Who's Weeping Angels.

"There's a time for us, but it's not here, and not now."
 
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sublime.goob

sublime.goob

Member
Mar 18, 2024
12
Look into QHHT by Dolores Cannon. She has written books about life after death and made a career in doing past-life hypnosis sessions to help figure out people's past lives. I'm planning to get a session done by one of her practitioners here in my area but I'm skeptical about the process since it is hypnosis and I could be made to believe anything doing the process.

I also suggest reading the Gospels if you have curiosity in Christianity as they're live testimonies of Jesus' life and actions. See for yourself what you think is inherently true for you and just have faith in whatever convictions you have in the end. Anything could be possible as far as I'm afraid.
 
Darkover

Darkover

Illuminated
Jul 29, 2021
3,828
I think you cease to exist. There isn't any evidence of the contrary that I know of.

Basically, death doesn't really exist for the dead because death is only a concept people alive can experience. So death is not something we truly experience first hand, which means there aren't ways to describe it, because it's not an experience you can actually go through.

I see absolutely no evidence of the supernatural. I believe that most likely when you die your experience becomes the same as it was 1 year before you were born. No mental function no emotion no memory no physical sensation. Once the mind stops functioning that's it.

I imagine death being how it was prior to being born. Things existed without me and will continue to exist after I'm dead.

I don't think there's any justification to believe that there's an afterlife of sorts. I think it all stems from emotions and our egocentric way of viewing the universe. Evidence points to consciousness being a product of the brain; everything that makes you you, your personality, thoughts and memories seems to come from the brain. But the brain deteriorates and dies along with the rest of our body.

the mind it is bound to flesh and laws and as the flesh weakens (such as dementia or a stroke) the mind and consciousness also weakens and fails. So when your brain dies you also die.
 
DefinitelyReady

DefinitelyReady

Desperate to go--
Mar 14, 2024
309
Used to believe in an afterlife, not sure what it was, but thought there had to be something. If energy can neither be created or destroyed but only transferred, then consciousness should follow the same rules and can only be changed.

Then I thought maybe consciousness could be transferred into other non-conscious forms of energy, as when your brain dies the chemicals that allow different processes to occur would cease their actions. I feel like proving or disproving an afterlife is beyond the realm of worldly reason, and it's sort of pointless to try and prove and we can only speculate. You cannot prove something greater than the universe using only the universe.

I hope there's nothing, honestly. Used to want an afterlife so that I could see friends and family beyond the constraints and issues of our world, but I just want to sleep now. I want to put on an exit bag and just die.
Sounds like agnostic atheism. That's my belief too.
 
Darkover

Darkover

Illuminated
Jul 29, 2021
3,828
Used to believe in an afterlife, not sure what it was, but thought there had to be something. If energy can neither be created or destroyed but only transferred, then consciousness should follow the same rules and can only be changed.
it only applies to particles, not something constructed out of the particles, it's like saying a car can survive a car crash at 100mph all you have left are fragments
 
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Konnsz

Konnsz

At the very end, you can only trust yourself.
Jan 2, 2023
77
I used to believe, without question, that I was going to reincarnate.

I even took on the Hindu faith, having been born C of E.

However, since being in many comas (overdoses) where there was literally nothing, I now believe that could be an option.

But, I've also become addicted to watching NDEs (Near Death Experiences) and I believe there actually is a heaven. I know there is a hell, and we are existing in/on it, right now.

I'd like to think that heaven is real, so that I can be reunited with lost loved ones, but I just don't know.

What about you? What do you think happens, and what would you like to happen?
I want to believe about reincarnation, but my mind is always convincing me when I'm done, I'm done, there's no "other side" just death
 
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FieldsofWildflowers

New Member
Apr 19, 2024
4
I like to believe reincarnation is real but I would like to see `REAL evidence of it. What has convinced you?
 
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Esokabat

Student
Apr 22, 2024
154
I have only read a few comments here and I share what I know based on knowledge I was born with. Those that absolutely do not want to exist or do not want any further human existence, well, the bad news is that your existence will continue. Before death is life, after death is life, it is so continuous that you might not even immediately realize that you are dead. That is the bad news for those that are fans of the non-existance. The good news is that your human existence will in fact not continue. We take on human lives, human bodies, human personalities for a certain lesson or mission that we have to complete but we are not humans. We are spiritual beings having a human experience. So your human self, human identity, human understanding, human will, human personality will be gone. In fact you will not carry on your personality, nor religion, nor sex, nor ethnicity, nor political beliefs, none of that is part of you. That is the costume you put on, to have a human experience. It is temporary and you will easily shed it like an old clothes. So some things will die, your human self will die, so that is the good news for those that want non-existence. The soul that remain with no human personality remnants automatically will connect to the entirety of existence, and it is now fully connected of everything. Everything that happens to everyone else is part of you. Separation becomes an illusion. And this human-less self that is infinitely connected with all of existence, which is essentially God, want to participate in this large existence project and learn and evolve and experience every facet of love. This is when we are at HOME. This is a home where we keep going back to. However this HOME consists of LOVE. Love is the ingridient of this world, the building block that builds it up at a cellular level. Love is the building block. This HOME has no suffering, no negativity, it is pure light and love. However due to the lack of dichotomy, in this pure love and light it is more difficult to evolve and learn every aspect of love. You need adversity and dichotomy to learn certain things, what is compassion, what is love in spite of hardship, millions of experiences, some good, some bad, some traumatic, all kinds of experiences that are not possible at HOME. HOME is pure light and love, there is no adversity. So we keep coming back to live new lives, all designed with a purpose, and your soul participate actively in the design of the new life, depending on certain objectives. I am sorry to say, and I know that it is hard to believe but your soul volunteer to come here. Your soul is not your current human personality. For your soul, an earthly life is a fleeting moment, a fleeting moment of illusion that serves to learn a certain lesson or objective. Human life is not a punishment, we all come here willingly. Not your current human personality but your core soul that is made of love and light and is connected and part of all of creation. Also, reincarnation is not mandatory and not a factory line. You usually don't reincarnate inmedialtly. You might spend a small eternity planning your next human incarnation and all the objectives that you and your soul community want to achieve. You plan it with others as your life will also be needed to get the goals of other souls achieved successfully (this is why not recommended for a parent with a small child to CTB as the child's objective will be linked with the parent's). And as an earthly life is not punishment, reincarnation is not mandatory. However, it is not your human personality that makes the choice whether to reincarnate or not. It is your Soul that makes the decision that is full of Light and Love and is connected and part of all of existence, which is God. And your Soul is driven by Love and want to serve and evolve and manifest God in the physical world. So your Soul will volunteeraly born again and again, sometimes choosing very difficult life times, depending on the current objective, which is an individual objective but also connected to the objectives of all of the universe, all that exists. I also know what happens when you CTB prior to completing your objective, but that is for another post. And people, I am very very sorry, I know that a huge amount of people on this forum is a big fan of the non-existence. I don't want to be attacked, this is what I know, and I know this to be true. All I can say that consider what if maybe, maybe, only maybe, your human self, your poor tortured traumatized limited human brain does not have the full picture. Just consider it, or not, just don't attack me. For sure, your human self with the human personality will die at the time of death so there will be non-existence for the human. However the Light that took on and took of the human body, the Light that has no religion, no culture, no sex, no ethicity, no belief system, no personality quirks, that Light does not have expiration date as it is part of God.
 
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