Do you think you deserve to feel how you do?

[thedaywillcome]

I got just bad luck in biology.

 

[IanUK]

I think i deserve it or else why would I always feel so bad.

I don't think it's a case of deserve or not. We are all different. I think it depends in how you were raised and the experiences you have plus how intelligent you are. Almost everyone I have met is extra intelligent like me. I'm not bragging but I have always read and enquired. I've never taken anything on face value hence you discover how rotten and corrupt humanity is. 99% of the population are drones. They have no enquiry they accept everything they are told and behave. I've always been a rebel. Because research has reinforced my overwhelmingly negative view of humanity I refuse to conform. My choice to end my life on my terms is part of my rebellion. I will chose my time to go and since I don't recognise man made rules or morals I don't care what others think. To me the ultimate middle finger to corrupt society of humans is to give it the middle finger when I go. I do feel I should never have been born, I was a mistake. I've never fitted in from when I was a child, even at pre school I was cynical. It's hard but I don't think any of us deserve how we feel but I would actually rather be me than a grinning drone accepting the shit of human "society"

 

[Life is unfair]

Not at all but the concept of "deserve" in this context is meaningless...

I've donated blood 28 times and have always been a good person. Yet God still fucked me. while God has given assholes everywhere a pleasant life.

 

[LookingOverTheEdge]

Honestly, no. I've always stuck up for the underdog. Always put other people first. I've always tried to live by my morals and done what I think is right, even if it landed me in trouble I could have avoided.

I've made mistakes, and I'm no saint. But I don't think I've earned the life I have.

 

[BlackWednesday]

What does deserve even mean? And who decides what we Deserve? To me it's a meaningless question

 

[Hirokami]

I've done and said stupid things I can't take back. It's pretty much karma at this rate.