VivaldiBR
Experienced
- Oct 4, 2020
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Ignore the question if you have ever been clinically diagnosed with depression.
I was an idiot for going along with what they wanted and not pursuing my own dreams. I'll never know because I never tried and that's the worst part. If I'd given it everything and it had still gone the same way then fair enough. As it is life isn't terrible if you're ready for the settling down choosing what bin to get for the kitchen. There's this feeling that's it nowYes, but I was an idiot for chasing the fairytales my family wanted me to follow.
I can understand that. I wouldn't be in my current mess if I did what I wanted in life, but women in my family are told we must be a wife and mother and nothing more. I'm good at those things now, but since the spouse part is gone and the kids will grow I'll just be alone, and what's the point of a lonely empty existence.I was an idiot for going along with what they wanted and not pursuing my own dreams. I'll never know because I never tried and that's the worst part. If I'd given it everything and it had still gone the same way then fair enough. As it is life isn't terrible if you're ready for the settling down choosing what bin to get for the kitchen. There's this feeling that's it now
Can you share it with us? What happened?Yes, I was so close and then everything crumbled, all my hopes and dreams. That had a devastating effect on my mental health and desire to live.
I know it's weird,obviously I do have special circumstances like I don't have family or partner and that makes me feel extremely lonely and scared of life In general.Abir_london
This to me is depression. To be melancholy for no apparent reason. It is not my case.
I'm intrigued on why you feel that way?Neither. There isn't much that I realistically want from life that I don't already have. I just feel trapped by the way I am and the ways things are. If I were depressed I could at least relate to people here. But I'm not even that. I probably wouldn't be able to handle it.
Not sure. I'll have to think about it. Right now I keep coming up with different answers, but none of them quite feel right.I'm intrigued on why you feel that way?
I know it's weird,obviously I do have special circumstances like I don't have family or partner and that makes me feel extremely lonely and scared of life In general.
how about yourself?