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Saki

Saki

2:34 ──●───── 5:54 | Bohemian Rhapsody
Mar 22, 2021
149
Possible they would if one days visit poisoning. Bc I think an autopsy would done leading to an investigation. They'd find my account quickly
 
Valhala

Valhala

Arcanist
Jul 30, 2024
421
I absolutely do not care if anyone finds out if I used this site because that is my inviolable right.
 
Nikki_Music

Nikki_Music

I only paint in red now
Sep 28, 2024
37
Hopefully not until I'm long gone
 
Shimidori

Shimidori

make me sad
Dec 22, 2023
44
They would *really* have to try hard to find the fact that I use this site, because:

-I always use incognito mode as well as Tor, so to track it down would be almost impossible to do so.
-Even if someone entered on Tor on my computer, I always input everything manually while having long passwords.
-I use a vastly different name in here compared to anywhere else on the internet, one I have never even hinted at before.
-Even the *way* I write would be very complicated to track down, because I make specific choices to avoid writing in a similar way than I do with others.
-And if somehow, somebody managed to grab my phone and figure out everything, I left some... tricks for people to figure out before even entering Tor and finding this website open.

This is a place for myself, only myself, and nobody else in my life's business to poke their nose in. The amount of stars that would have to align for anybody to figure out that I use this site is so high that they really should try to play the lottery, because it is more likely for them to win the lottery than to find this out.
 
Opera

Opera

Member
Nov 16, 2024
83
Probably? I'll probably have to factory reset my phone but even then if there is an investigation, they could find the site.
 
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death_by_life

Member
Sep 28, 2024
33
I feel pretty protective of the people here, so for that reason I would hope not as there's a chance it could harm them in some way. However, I otherwise don't think it's relevant because it's so unlikely anyone would think to or have a reason to look through my online stuff. Those that know about my life know that ctb is a possibility, and those that don't aren't going to have access to anything or even think much about it. And, if there's anyone here who somehow recognizes me, well… they're in the same boat I am. That said, I'm trying to be somewhat vague about details, also so as not to be a burden here, too.
 
LostLily

LostLily

Why do I exist?
Nov 18, 2024
525
I hope not. I used a a new username and a registered under a throw-away email for a reason.
 
AshClouds

AshClouds

In time I started growing inward.
Apr 10, 2023
321
I would be mortified if someone found out, i do my best to hide my feelings, and I hide them really well. People would shun me for being suicidal, and moreover they can find out things about me that I would never tell anyone. I don't have anyone I can trust, so I have to hide who I am from everyone.
 
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marypary1234

Member
Nov 14, 2023
49
No, I dont think so. Unless my death seems very suspicious and they need to research my phone, but that will not be the case.
 
asleepordead?

asleepordead?

Member
Sep 24, 2023
14
I'm quite confident no one will find out while I am alive. And while I plan to wipe my devices before CTB, there is always a chance, however I doubt it would be looked into much as I plan on leaving a note.
 
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Rhymester

Depression Hugs
Aug 9, 2023
119
Definitely not. That would mean they would care enough to actually sit down and dig around. They don't care. I don't blame them. My life is boring, miserable, and lifeless. Everything I did was in vain. I'll be dying with nothing but regrets by my side.
 
esalucolom-wojaqter

esalucolom-wojaqter

But why though?
Jul 23, 2024
3
no, probably not. unless they specifically searched for this site or I was dumb enough to have the incognito tab open.
 
parasite_eve

parasite_eve

Between life and death; a secret third thing.
Jan 3, 2025
150
I feel pretty protective of the people here, so for that reason I would hope not as there's a chance it could harm them in some way. However, I otherwise don't think it's relevant because it's so unlikely anyone would think to or have a reason to look through my online stuff. Those that know about my life know that ctb is a possibility, and those that don't aren't going to have access to anything or even think much about it. And, if there's anyone here who somehow recognizes me, well… they're in the same boat I am. That said, I'm trying to be somewhat vague about details, also so as not to be a burden here, too.
This - don't care about what people find post mortem about me nor think anyone cares to find anything; but would hate for some people with ill-or-misguided-intent to come here and harm the community (so am private and practice opsec)
 
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dull emerald

dull emerald

Member
Oct 23, 2024
13
Полиция, возможно, захочет узнать, почему я выбрал этот новомодный способ умереть от яда, а не просто, скажем, стандартное повешение. Но они обычно слишком ленивы и, вероятно, не пойдут дальше истории телефонных звонков.
 
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emptinessdancing

Member
Jun 5, 2024
27
I hope not, for the sake of other people using this site. It genuinely gives the people on it some place to belong. Last thing it needs is another lawsuit or bad press from people looking for something to blame.

But if it didn't change anything in that way, I honestly wouldn't care. This site's helped me a lot more than any mental health pro ever has, and it'd be nice for someone to know my real thoughts and feelings.
This.
 
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brokeandbroken

Enlightened
Apr 18, 2023
1,110
In my case, most likely not unless an extreme investigation takes place. I'll factory reset my only device before I go and then donate it to a friend.
To be honest no one cares enough for that to happen. Even less likely is it going to represent any kind of issue. Unless you are lucky and have a family who cares people dont care about anyone besides themselves. I wasn't lucky.
 
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SA1994EC

Member
Jan 28, 2021
215
No. I have zero contact with anyone so no one will look into my records. Nor I can't care less. But just in case in order to protect this site and people on it, I will at least delete the bookmarks, browsing histories and cookies for SaSu (though I use Tor and DuckDuckGo to browse it). This site is the only solace for me, so I hope it will continue helping people like me after I am gone.
 
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The_Hunter

The_Hunter

Hunter. PMs always open.
Nov 30, 2024
287
Even if they did, I'm sure after a brief talk with this person--and after actually considering my profile--then they would quickly see there's no issue at play. I stand by what I have said here, and would stand by it in real life, too.
 
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