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Do you stress eat?

  • Yes, and I feel fat

  • Yes, but I don't care

  • No, I forget to eat

  • Nope to all of the above


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marcusuk63

marcusuk63

CTB
Mar 24, 2019
1,735
I have hardly eaten and done no food shopping over the last few weeks , cupboards are empty and chest freezer is empty , i eating when i start to shake and feel weak , I`m living on caffeine and nicotine .
I have a permanent single weigh gene though as i have weighed the same for 40 years no matter what i eat or how much , 57kg
 
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Nephthys22

Nephthys22

Member
Aug 16, 2020
34
Yes, at one point I had the bright idea (sarcasm) to try to CBT by giving myself a heart attack. Gained a lot of weight doing that.
 
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XYZ

XYZ

I just can’t get these damn wrists to bleed
Jul 22, 2020
800
No, but I eat stress. Spoonfulls of it. Breakfast, lunch and dinner. It's what fuels the constant anxiety that governs my life.
 
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Brink

Brink

Exhausted. RadHomo.
Feb 11, 2020
625
I've always pigged out when stoned but the last year has been something else.
 
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grungeCat

grungeCat

Awkward & weird
Jul 5, 2020
1,110
I often eat stress, mainly junk food. I guess it's sort of self harm. Maybe I'm not extremely obese but I'm definitely overweight.
 
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Dead beat dad

Dead beat dad

Enlightened
Mar 5, 2019
1,029
I eat like a hog in the fat house and I don't care. I used to have a good metabolism and worked out all the time, so things didn't matter.
Now I'm a fat piece of shit and I'm letting myself go to ruin.
Reading some of the replies here is so sad, how little we care about ourselves.

Love and respect brothers and sisters

DBD
 
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xLosthopex

xLosthopex

Tell my dogs I love them
May 29, 2020
1,133
I have Anorexia, and alternate between the restrictive subtype and binge/purge subtype, and at the moment I'm b/p
It's one of my main coping mechanisms, right now I spend most of my day binging and purging
 
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Wayfaerer

Wayfaerer

JFMSUF
Aug 21, 2019
1,938
Because of my daily kratom usage I go extended periods without eating otherwise it loses it's efficacy. The choice between less suffering + starving and more suffering + satiated is a clear choice in my view.
 
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Addi_Madd

Member
Sep 12, 2020
57
I currently stress eat and purge at least three times a week because the sensation of being uncomfortably full and then getting rid of it by throwing up are comforting sometimes, and how afterwards I just lie down for a little while without thinking or feeling anything, good or bad. I hesitate to call it bulimia as I'm not motivated by wanting to lose weight or purge calories per se. I do it with water as often as I do it with food.
 
TriggerHappy

TriggerHappy

In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
1,297
um...sorry what was that...I was at the fridge! Just looking, I like to pretend I'm in "control"
wish I had my head literally in the oven today...
♧ I train so I eat (coffee n creatine), I don't like eating
(nauseous memories around toxic family dinnertables cloud my childhood mind..)
my dad used to come home drunk and throw dinner plates. we all have stitches. and well-camouflaged eating disorders.
Then I got hooked on feeling my hip ones when I'm on my back.
a lifetime of loving (& living with ballet dancers!) Boys don't get eating disorders do they?! nnnngh.
Nah, I don't stress eat, I stress starve.
 
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BrokenHopes

BrokenHopes

What doesn't kill you, f*cks you up.
Nov 27, 2019
162
Yes it has made me gain 10-15kg the last months it is horrible. And now I am going to order some food :I
 
Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,621
When I've got the food which isn't now. Death by chocolate seems a good way to go
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,570
No, I do not enjoy eating. It is hard work forcing myself to eat food.
 
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C

Circles

Visionary
Sep 3, 2018
2,297
Yes just for example today after having a bad day I went to McDonald's earlier and got a BigMac, 10 chicken nuggets with barbecue sauce, large fries and a Diet Coke because I'm a blubbering fatass.
 
Sadness20

Sadness20

Experienced
Nov 1, 2021
269
Definitely yes. But I've been on appetite-inducing antidepressants so I've had an excuse to be fat. Kinda at least. Don't know if that makes any sense
 
TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
Holy cow yes I do, I also eat a lot as a comfort cause I have nothing else in life. But nowadays I wanna starve myself cause I'm way too fat and alcohol already has many calories.
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,990
One small meal a day usually in the evening, slim fast shakes X2 during the day and 8 hunger buddy tablet's at the weekend! I'm 11stone.
 
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cambrai33

cambrai33

Traveller
Nov 3, 2021
386
I have such a low sense of worth right now I barely eat, just enough to function, to plan and execute my ct, most importantly to hide my true state of turmoil inside.
If I fall over physically people will realise the full extent of what's overcome me and I might be stopped so I have to keep up appearances as best I can.

I am in counselling but have managed to keep above the score that would mean a safeguarding issue, it's getting harder as my body is giving away tell tale signs (hand twitching, unable to look in the eye, trembling)

So food yes but only enough to survive and function physically
 
AtMostOkay

AtMostOkay

Screw your courage to the sticking place.
Jun 29, 2021
926
I stress eat and stress starve, depending on the circumstances.
 
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nightnightnitrite

nightnightnitrite

baby blues
Apr 17, 2021
483
I've had eating issues my whole life but it's mostly been anorexia and bulimia. I've always been underweight and my body barely functioned sometimes. I started binge eating a couple years back but the most recent slip up was a year ago. My friends father had diabetes and he went down right after my friend left for a second. He couldn't speak or move and it reminded me of when I found my own father dead. I had made a sandwich for him to try and eat when he was still upright but his sugar levels kept going lower and lower and the ambulance was taking forever so I ended up stress eating his sandwich. I made another one before the ambulance got there and saved him but I was so stressed and there was nothing I could do. I feel so bad for doing it but I couldn't help myself.
 
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stygal

stygal

meow
Oct 29, 2020
1,731
My eating is all over the place. I can easily gain/lose 10 kg in a few months.
Stress is a big factor on whether I eat/starve.
I do not particularly like food yet it's something I will always go back to once I'm off other drugs or in extreme stress. Once an addict, always an addict.
I'm just happy that despite losing/gaining I manage to stay in the "slightly underweight" to normal range.
If it was up to me and I had no internal pressure or hunger I'd just drink fluids for ever - anti-gourmet.
 
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Scribble Fan

Scribble Fan

I'm out!
May 30, 2019
815
I tend to starve myself when stressed. There's something that feels good about not eating, even though I know it's not healthy. I used to be really underweight, all skin and bones, but then I started to eat more and got kinda fat. Now I'm back to not eating much except breakfast.
 
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,789
I need to eat more to gain strength. I've been losing more weight than I wanted to, under 85kg now fml.
 
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