Death is my goal
pathetic failure
- Aug 25, 2022
- 516
Yes. I regret it every single day. I wish I was more informed or had money then. If I did, I would've died about 5 years ago. It could've all ended in a heartbeat, it still can but somehow life have gotten more complicated.
Bitterman1996
Student
- May 20, 2020
- 170
I should have killed myself in high school/when i graduate, i am depressed then but not suicidal. Would have spared my family the shit ton of money needed for university which i failed anyway in the end...
mistake22
Member
- Feb 28, 2023
- 49
Venus13
Experienced
- Oct 2, 2022
- 233
Yea, I'm ashamed of my own existence and that I deluded myself to let this carry on this long. It would've been more dignified to have let this go before it got worse and worse.
Next-to-Nil
Begrudgingly Everlasting
- Mar 2, 2023
- 237
My first failed attempt was 16-15 years ago. I tell myself it's because I was a dumb teen at the time and doing it wrong, but it wasn't my last one and every time it feels like more of a failure. The last time hit me like a truck when the doctor said - thinking it was an accident because I got good at making it look that way over the years - "It's a good thing you're so resilient, you wouldn't be with us otherwise." So... every day just proves my body is too tough for the mind and soul attached to it. It's... not fun.
2/10 - at least my body's tough, I guess?
2/10 - at least my body's tough, I guess?
