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xXiloveyouXx

xXiloveyouXx

Nothing at all
Jul 27, 2024
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Do you pretend to hug, talk to, or just have an imaginary partner when you're going to sleep at night?
 
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Bootleg Astolfo

Bootleg Astolfo

Glorious Bean Plushie
Oct 12, 2020
1,222
Get a this, it's very comfortable to sleep with
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DarkFriend.

DarkFriend.

Neverending Suffering
May 1, 2022
103
Sometimes when I'm really lonely, yea. I'll hug myself and pretend it's my partner. Or I'll pretend to kiss her on her head and cuddle her to make her feel safe.

But I know it's only me.

At least at some point I'll die and won't have to be lonely ever again.
 
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unloveable27

Member
Jan 29, 2026
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Do you pretend to hug, talk to, or just have an imaginary partner when you're going to sleep at night?
I used to, now I can't suspend my disbelief enough. Tried heated blankets, weighted blankets and a body pillow with no cover. None really worked.
 
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dirkw83

Experienced
Mar 4, 2026
261
No lol. I'm 42 years old and been alone all my life. The idea of holding someone doesn't even come into the picture lol.
 
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violetforever

violetforever

i hit my peak at 7
Dec 24, 2025
1,213
ive been doing this since i was like 13. before i met my first real love, i would imagine celebrity crushes. it somehow feels lamer imagining someone i actually talk to and know personally (only online though) than a celebrity or someone made up by imagination.
 
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bl33ding_heart

bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
810
I can't fall asleep without doing this. 💀
 
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dragonofenvy

dragonofenvy

Paragon
Oct 8, 2023
932
Sometimes I roll up my blankets into the shape of a person and hug them as though it's someone who cares about me when trying to sleep.
 
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mrwagnerfan

Member
Mar 7, 2026
17
I'm always hugging something. I wish I had a girlfriend before I die but that's not in the cards I guess 😢
 
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rachel_rayrayy

rachel_rayrayy

4rchangel.
Jun 15, 2026
17
Hi! Tomorrow is your birthday! Happy birthday! :happy:

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I genuinely didn't think someone on here would bother.. I was about to post about how awful I feel despite my birthday but that just made my morning.. Thanks dear 💙
 
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ZeroRedz02

ZeroRedz02

Waiting GTA 6 constantly but my choice is to leave
May 21, 2026
412
I am such too much lonely to pretend to sleep with an imaginary girlfriend.. 😭😭😭
 
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CowardKnight

CowardKnight

wondering
Feb 12, 2025
47
Yeah I do it a lot. It's the only thing that helps me sleep.
 
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