
WhiteRabbit
I'm late, i'm late. For a very important date.
- Feb 12, 2019
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My husband is the only one who knows how I feel. I act happy around family but I don't see them that much. I've alienated all my friends years ago.
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Have you read the PPH on the options there are? They are rated by how practical and peaceful each method is. You can find links on this forum.I need the best way out before I lose the strength to make my own choice. Please show me how to find it.
Have you read the PPH on the options there are? They are rated by how practical and peaceful each method is. You can find links on this forum.
I pretend among most people. They can't solve it anyway so why bother them with knowledge that might complicate me getting a ticket. I do find it increasingly harder to pretend though.
I have downloaded the PPH and have begun to read it, thank you.
That's a lot of information to digest, though, and my time for reading is extremely limited at the moment.
Before I got sick to the point of being in the situation I am in now, I was always considered the 'joker' of the group too. Constantly cracking particularly 'morbid' jokes was literally the only way that I could cope with my continued existence & childhood trauma. People actually thought that I was happy… but maybe the types of people that feel compelled to insert dark humor into almost every social situation are actually deeply hurting inside & it's like a cry for help.Always. And I've been known to be the 'joker' and the one to lighten up situations much of the time. It's exhausting though![]()