unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
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I've prayed so many times since i was a kid. I believe in God and angels but now i think it's probably my time to leave because i don't receive any answer. Maybe God wants me with him ? I'll give a chance to the universe until my birthday (like an ultimatum or even blackmail). I've tried to get better, I've accepted the suffering sooooo long but now it's time to take control of my own destiny
 
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SadBumblebee

SadBumblebee

Here to listen
Jul 10, 2025
36
I would never bow down to an entity (if it did exist, which I believe it doesn't) that would cause me and billions of others pain and suffering. 'God' is one evil son of a bitch and I would never beg for something to him, if he was real or not.
I've prayed so many times since i was a kid. I believe in God and angels but now i think it's probably my time to leave because i don't receive any answer. Maybe God wants me with him ? I'll give a chance to the universe until my birthday (like an ultimatum or even blackmail). I've tried to get better, I've accepted the suffering sooooo long but now it's time to take control of my own destiny
Do what you want, don't feel like you don't belong somewhere because you don't receive an answer from something that could be a myth.à
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

:3
Apr 10, 2025
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I've prayed sometimes, some prayers felt answered, others not so much... I have tried praying prayers open to interpretation like asking the Holy Spirit to guide me, seems to go alright... and I sometimes try to help myself as well too.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Visionary
May 10, 2025
2,339
I was baptized and raised evangelic
as a child, I prayed often
God never helped me
I lost my faith in everything
we are born allone
and we die allone
I dont believe in God
I never pray
 
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