Do you plan to die this year? Yes or no

[Jade10666]

Yes and soon

 

[bankai]

I met some wonderful people here so I'm thinking I'll wait till 2026.

 

[Sbetto]

Yes, probably this month. I'm just waiting for the right moment.

 

[Big_Eal]

yes , not sure when , everything set

 

[apearl]

HOPEFULLY

 

[Griever]

100%

 

[Jade10666]

Tuesday on a business trip. An opportunity

 

[kvsvenky100]

Yes. In June or July.

 

[tbh2023]

Yes I guess! Nothing goes the way we plan sometimes but I'm hoping to leave soon.

 

[lonergirl_26]

Yes. My deadline is October (before my birthday) I go off vibes and not dates.

 

[Daenerys Targaryen]

In the end, yes, or at the beginning of the next one. This is going to end pretty soon for me.

 

[willitpass]

Yes. I so desperately need to. Yet I've been planning to not make it through the last decade and a half, yet here I am. The universe seems to be hell bent on keeping me here no matter what.

 

[broth0100]

I hope to, yes. If I care abt myself at all it'll be in the next couple of months, ideally.

 

[Why was I born]

I'm planning to do it next month

 

[RinneOfAragon]

Yes, this year. I'm just getting my ducks in a row.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish as all I hope for is to cease existing and never suffer in this futile, torturous existence ever again, for me non-existence really is all that's positive and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence I always saw as the most cruel, tragic mistake just hoping and waiting to die anyway, to me existence truly is an abomination that just causes harm and suffering.

I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence and I always suffer from being so cruelly denied the option of a peaceful guaranteed death with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what. It really is all just so dreadful and terrible to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered, I wish I could just choose to peacefully cease existing and never suffer ever again but of course the suffering and cruelty of existing just continues, all I could hope and wish for is the peace of eternal sleep where all is finally forgotten, I'd prefer to prevent suffering through ceasing to exist than prolong it, I find it terrifying how one can suffer in this existence for so long with no limit as to how much they can be tortured.

 

[SleepyTransit]

I do not know. Hopefully yes but I have to do research on my method, testing, pick the right time-frame, basically make sure the plan is as perfect i can get it. I really think it's possible I am gone by the end of the year but I am taking it one step at a time.

 

[leandra]

I met some wonderful people here so I'm thinking I'll wait till 2026.

Goated reply

 

[Pleaserewind]

Plan is the word isn't it, I look at upcoming events for my family, birthdays, holidays, anniversary's, examinations when thinking about ctb, it can b hard to decide on a time that'll b less upsetting and ruin any plans they may have I want them to be happy.

 

[LostLily]

I considered sept but Sn got confiscated so that plan is out of the window. And after being section at the hospitals my parents know my suicidal tendencies so it is gonna be harder to do it.

 

[Namelesa]

I never ever had plans of when I would do it as I rely on a impulsive urge to be able to ctb to combat SI and low pain tolerance so I do when that is felt and a good opportunity is near. However as I lack access to any good methods I think I am literally unable to ctb at the moment so won't be this year. Even if I had access to an effective method now I wouldn't actually use it now cus of being in a relationship with someone on here now and so want to live for them.

 

[Knoc]

I fucking hope so.

With how unlucky i always im i probably get revived and wale up disabled or something

 

[WastedPottential]

It depends for me, on one hand; I technically can't since I'm on such a purposely high dose of anxiety medication that, alongside health problems, doesn't mean I don't have the energy to do most things of CBT. Still, on the other hand, if I keep on living this highly medicated life, I can feel the stuff that I love, which keeps me alive, I can't do anything else, which will keep doing the cycle.

I don't understand what people want, for me to be full-fuctoning yet unstable, or for me to be crippled but complacent.

I'm just tired.

 

[areyousafe??]

Yes. I'm still deciding between 10th May (taking my foster cat to the vet on 7th May after which they will be putting her in a cattery to get adopted) or in June.

My mum is selling her house and it's a bad time to ctb because I don't want to cause her any more stress. In June all the preparation work will have been done, and her house will be on the market.

But last night I received a letter from strata about complaints which have been made against me by my next door neightbour, which are all false allegations. The urge to ctb is strong.

 

[Somewhere]

yes, 17 days to go.

 

[Space Mushroom]

If I find the courage and time, yes

 

[tshirt]

i dont want to turn 31 in july. sometime before that barring miracle

 

[without_chance]

I don't know. Never say never.

 

[glitterycheese]

some time before may 15th, so yes

 

[slurpkoi]

this week