Do you plan to die this year? Yes or no

[INYGTRMTFMO]

Hopefully not. I'm tired of it all, but not enoughso to abandon my toddler daughter in this hellscape world (she has an abundance of loving family that would take care of her if I did exit the server, but losing a primary caregiver is major trauma -- I would know, I've been the child in that situation -- and I'm trying to actively traumatize her the least amount that I humanly can). Unless I snap completely, which is admittedly quite possible, probably not for a minimum of 15-16 years and quite possibly a heck of a lot longer, if my mental health and heart hold out that long (though between needing about four cups of coffee a day to function and a family history of heart disease, it may not be myself that takes me out at that age).

 

[autumn68]

probably late this year

 

[Hi_I_am_Dead_Weight]

Yes. I can feel myself getting tired again, I know there's a big wave coming and I am really just waiting for it to take me.