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chirpchrip2222

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Aug 13, 2026
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I envy what i could've been if my parents noticed my struggles, i'll figure it out though, maybe.
 
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lastappleonearth

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Jun 11, 2026
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I envy what i could've been if my parents noticed my struggles, i'll figure it out though, maybe.
I hope you are able to figure it out, wish you all the best
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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Yes. I'm aware now how normal they are. How they understood life and how to navigate it. I so desperately wish I had just been average. I don't need riches or lots of travel, just an average existence would have been amazing.
 
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lastappleonearth

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Jun 11, 2026
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Yes. I'm aware now how normal they are. How they understood life and how to navigate it. I so desperately wish I had just been average. I don't need riches or lots of travel, just an average existence would have been amazing.
True, at this point being average doesn't sound bad at all
 
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Passenger4224

Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
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Very jealous of anyone in my life who isn't me
 
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I refuse to be shaped by the world.
Aug 16, 2026
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I envy everyone in this world. I can't really explain why. I'm a person who is extremely aggressive towards others (though there have never been any physical conflicts, I have hurt them many times in my mind and words). I also hate myself very much. I wish I could have committed suicide earlier.
 
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