Do you miss your old self?

[meatballlover]

I think the state I ended up in is simply natural development. I do not miss my old self, but i do miss what i had and how i used to live so carelessly

 

[ConfusedClouds]

I'm a mix too. Kinda along the lines of 'the grass is always greener'. I look back and spot the good/not so bad things. Things I achieved and did. But when I actually think, I was hating myself and zero confidence and picking holes in everything then too. Who knows how I did/achieved the things I have. And here I am. Lots changed, but also not much changed. Just autopiloting my way through things - mostly keeping too busy and distracted to think and to keep myself generally tired.

 

[DistraughtWolf]

So many things out of my control moulded me to the person I am today.

So yeah, I really do miss the person I could've been if I wasn't dealt shit hand day after day for more than 7 years now.