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fitoo5999

Experienced
Jul 23, 2026
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I used to love me. Took many years to get there and in few months I've destroyed it all.
I hate myself more than anything in the world and I deserve to die
 
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unluckysadness

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Jul 9, 2025
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I don't know if I love myself but I don't hate myself. I was just victim of so many bad things / people. The other day I found some old photos when I was a kid and I had compassion for this kid while looking at these photos. In fact I'm sad for myself because I had some potential but it was ruined. Fortunately I believe in afterlife and I think I'll finally find true love after a hellish existence.
 
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