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SoulWhisperer

SoulWhisperer

Broken Artist « ❤️‍🩹 »
Nov 13, 2023
604
I have many good sides, abilities and whatnot, but also negative sides and all the rest. Overall I think I'm not exactly a golden person. I hate the way people made me, the way I was forced to be due to the things I endured and suffered through. If I hate myself in an unhealthy way, it's due to others. Pure hatred.
 
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meowpuppy

meowpuppy

valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
107
i used to hate myself, but now i'm pretty okay with, and even actively like, most parts of myself. i learned, through no small amount of effort, that it was the world that hated me, and that was no reason to hate myself.
 
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bhaloo

Member
Jan 19, 2025
77
Same here. I am a pile of garbage. Even my mother hated me.
 
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LRkin

LRkin

Drowning in kumis
Jun 30, 2026
17
Nope. I despise and constantly abuse myself.
 
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darkestofkestrels

darkestofkestrels

"If you love me, don't let go."
Jul 12, 2026
2
Yes, but also no. My entire life, I've been both my harshest critic, but also biggest supporter. Most so the former than the latter. I overthink everything, turning small things into big things that should just be small things, and I hate it. It torments me. I wish I could turn my brain off. I wish I could of done better in so many different ways. I wish could just leave well enough alone instead of a stupid perfectionist mindset left on me from my upbringing. Constantly dwelling on my mistakes and all the ways they haunt me. I wish I could love myself on the same level as some of the people I know do. But instead I'm just in a love-hate relationship with myself. But a lot more hate than love.
 
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sherlock

sherlock

Art lover
Jul 9, 2026
18
To everyone who responded to this thread, I respect you all and I wanna send you all my love. Sorry for not responding to everyone, but I've read all your responses and tried to feel and understand each one of them.

I wish everyone finds their serenity and peace in their own way. :heart:
 

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