I know its no longer prescribed but is there any possible way that i can obtain it somehow?
Like from the black market, on the internet
Going to some countries that might be less restricted
Or to the vet (since they are still doing that with pets so I assume they still have it)
The reason why I prefer N over SN is that it is used for assistance in dying and I've been watching a lot of documentary videos where they take oral N and fall asleep peacefully. It feels more relief to know what going to happen than the thing i barely know.
I saw the post from Adam Maier Clayton on his facebook (he is a canadian activist for euthanasia) he said that he bought N from China on the internet. I wonder if we can still do that?
My background is I have been diagnosed with BPD and MDD for over 20 years and been on many treatments since then. Been on over 20 meds, TMS, ECT, many psychotherapies but didnt get better. Applied to Dignitas and Pegasos but got decline because i was still "too young" and only has "mental illness"
Somebody please help me. I want to stop this suffering.
Like from the black market, on the internet
Going to some countries that might be less restricted
Or to the vet (since they are still doing that with pets so I assume they still have it)
The reason why I prefer N over SN is that it is used for assistance in dying and I've been watching a lot of documentary videos where they take oral N and fall asleep peacefully. It feels more relief to know what going to happen than the thing i barely know.
I saw the post from Adam Maier Clayton on his facebook (he is a canadian activist for euthanasia) he said that he bought N from China on the internet. I wonder if we can still do that?
My background is I have been diagnosed with BPD and MDD for over 20 years and been on many treatments since then. Been on over 20 meds, TMS, ECT, many psychotherapies but didnt get better. Applied to Dignitas and Pegasos but got decline because i was still "too young" and only has "mental illness"
Somebody please help me. I want to stop this suffering.
