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Exhausted546

Member
Dec 1, 2025
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Childhood best friend killed himself a decade ago, ironically enough I don't think I ever go more than 2-3 days without him crossing my mind despite the fact that we hadn't spoken in years.

3 weeks ago there's this girl on Reddit I was talking to, she said she had a gun and was likely gonna catch the bus in the upcoming hours, thanked me for listening to her and claimed she'd message me if she changed her mind. She hasn't been active since.

I know ppl who died but somehow it doesn't mark me as much as people who ctb. Despite knowing how it feels,It doesn't deter me from ctb
 
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Realog11

Student
Dec 4, 2025
100
I know someone who died but he didn't ctb he just drowned it was a accident, I wish it was me instead of him
 
kouna

kouna

Soon CTB by fsh
Dec 14, 2025
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The only one I know to have CTBed is the brother of a friend but that was more than 20 years ago and it happened in another country where they were both at uni. So, it didn't really affect me since I wasn't really close to him.
 
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Realog11

Student
Dec 4, 2025
100
Childhood best friend killed himself a decade ago, ironically enough I don't think I ever go more than 2-3 days without him crossing my mind despite the fact that we hadn't spoken in years.

3 weeks ago there's this girl on Reddit I was talking to, she said she had a gun and was likely gonna catch the bus in the upcoming hours, thanked me for listening to her and claimed she'd message me if she changed her mind. She hasn't been active since.

I know ppl who died but somehow it doesn't mark me as much as people who ctb. Despite knowing how it feels,It doesn't deter me from ctb
I saw someone commit suicide as a kid jumping in front of the train
 
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Ashborne_Quietus

Member
Dec 27, 2025
9
There have been some incidents in my family. My aunt shot herself after three years of marriage with her husband's gun. She died instantly. Two brothers from a family that lived near my old house murdered the family and then shot themselves with two different guns. In their act of madness, they also involved neighbors, who ended up in the hospital in serious conditions, and two died. My music teacher threw himself under a train, also dying instantly. Also in my town, a young man attempted to hang himself; unfortunately, he didn't die, but he sustained a spinal injury. He was paralyzed from the shoulders down for about a year before dying of excruciating pain from respiratory depression. Then there are other people who have thrown themselves from their balcony and died after a few days in the hospital, but I didn't recognize them directly. My cousin attempted suicide with opioids and died from choking on his own vomit.
 
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Carryline

Student
Oct 11, 2025
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Yes.. when i was at school one guy jumped under train. We had few minutes of silence for me... they i know about somebody else who jumped from window... abd some hanging i also knpw one person
 

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