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Do you have friends?

  • yes

    Votes: 68 34.3%
  • no

    Votes: 93 47.0%
  • idk

    Votes: 37 18.7%

  • Total voters
    198
Gangrel

Gangrel

bark bark ᯓ★
Jul 25, 2024
698
Only online, like 3. We barely talk though. Sometimes i even wonder why i care for them, but i do. Just want them to have a good life, I don't know why they consider my friends, i try to make new friends online because in real life it's literally impossible, but it never happens for me.
 
yousaidimsweet

yousaidimsweet

your star student
Nov 30, 2024
78
technically yes. but it's a cruel world out here so i try to keep walls up
 
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Orc

Member
Jan 8, 2025
15
No, never really had any.
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
5,158
I've only got some imaginary friends. That's about it.
 
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theolivanderroach

theolivanderroach

but, what ends when the symbols shatter?
Sep 20, 2024
192
Barely. It's super one sided with me only ever talking to them/hanging out with them if they contact me first. I don't have the energy or will to keep up with friends. I lost a lot of friends last year which is a benefit to me, less people to worry about.
 
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iamrealandyouarenot

iamrealandyouarenot

Sad theatre adult
Jan 14, 2025
28
Yes. A lot of them. Like a lot a lot. I don't think they even know me. I don't think they'd still like me if they did.
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,803
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Blank_

Blank_

Member
May 6, 2023
34
I never had friends I could really honestly talk to, not even online. But I'm still hopeful.
 
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lilichka

lilichka

Superfluous Man
Jan 17, 2025
29
on paper i have a lot of friends but im not really close with them, im always the floater friend. i always see or hear them making plans without me, any attempt i make to get closer with them seems futile. i feel like this places more stress on me than not having friends at all. has anyone else experienced this?
 
soonnotkoei

soonnotkoei

got my foot in the grave
Sep 24, 2024
229
i have this one friend who is the only one who knows what I'm planning on and actually genuinely cares about me. i wish he didnt care so much, since it only makes it difficult for me to leave.
 
human909

human909

Banned
Dec 30, 2024
590
nice to see everyone response, thanks!
feel free to post more
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,510
I used to have "good time" friends way, way back in younger years. Never made any lasting bonds, though. A couple along the way who I thought were friends ended up back-stabbing me so I dropped them. My cousin was actually my best friend up until about 5 years ago when he died. I could count on him for anything and he could count on me for anything. It's all but impossible to make new friends in later life and I honestly have no "try" left in me, anyway.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,244
no i don't need friends nor a gf nor anything.

no one can convince me there is an objective reason for why i have to get friends, or a gf, or to want to live or to do anything. nothing matters except avoiding constant unbearable pain and my suicide asap. nothing matters.

this is reason 1. but there are many that sit on top of that .

i and every human will die . nothing matters. what that we do will matter in 150 years, 1000, years, in 10,000 years, in a trillion years? nothing.
 
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DarknessAtNoon

DarknessAtNoon

Student
Apr 24, 2022
111
Used to have a decent circle of friends but as I got older and realized just how truly broken and abnormal I was I ghosted all of them save for one I talk to about once a month.
 
NonEssential

NonEssential

Hanging in there
Jan 15, 2025
567
A couple discord friends. Haven't had any physical friends in over a decade.
 
LunarEc

LunarEc

I luv Sharon Van Etten
Feb 13, 2025
116
No, I avoid people so I don't make any friends. I barely talk to anyone, I can count how many words I say per day, nothing exceeding 50. I've been quiet almost all my life, I do envy people sometimes for having friends and a normal life, but I wouldn't know if I actually want what they got. I like the quiet part of things. No responsibilities and not a single worry in the world.
 
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SnowLeopard21

SnowLeopard21

Terminal Sadcat
Oct 30, 2024
50
They're all online, but I don't think they'd notice if I was gone for a week. Not like they'd message after a week anyways.
 
ushina_mashi

ushina_mashi

The pain it still remains and I'll just get denied
Mar 13, 2025
20
Not much anymore, I'd only call one person a friend
 
DivineSpark

DivineSpark

Elementalist
Feb 9, 2025
831
THere is place in my city where I can go and socialize with other people, face to face. I got few friends.
 
skybox

skybox

Have you ever been jealous of birds?
Mar 6, 2024
110
Yeah I love mine, both irl and online. My best friend moving out of state has definitely dampened my quality of life though
 
22yearsbroken

22yearsbroken

Lost in the dark... with no sign of light
Feb 15, 2025
419
I can honestly say i have 1 true friend .. his name is dee a gorgeous Siberian red Husky ..
 

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